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Sure

Good day, Jared! Honestly, before writing, I half an hour sat and stared at the keyboard trying to find the words. I can not call myself a fan of eshelonevtsem or group 30 seconds to Mars. Ordinary girl from Russia, Moscow. Perhaps now it looks silly and the chances of a response are zero. But still. A month ago I first turned on to your music and I was impressed. Music, lyrics, voice clips. Everyone. Your music was breathing for me that – whether. Once, I killed all day and watched your shows and was amazed energy and staging. You do outputting not only the show! You pass through the music incredible energy boost! And it’s just wonderful! After all this was born a strange feeling, as if you, Shannon, Tomo became someone – that way in life. Feeling that I have a very long all I know. Strange, is not it? In our country, all girls want you! And in others, I think, too. Everywhere full of inscriptions and cortical “Jared marry me!” “Jared, I want you!” and all of that sort. Many discuss your appearance. It has become urgent your beard. Who – is furious about this, who – it harbors the hope that soon you it sbreesh. But not all the same right? The main thing – is the inner beauty. And I think that you have it.
And I lost the idea of what I wanted to write ((
I know that there is no chance, but still, if you told me I would be very happy I think. I do not care what you think the hottest men, all stuffed to you as a wife. I just would love to communicate with all of you. Tomo, Shannon, you. It would be funny if I could correspond with you from time to time, because you have friends from other countries, with which you maintain communication) If I had the chance, I would be only too happy) Know how about you, what you are experiencing and what you do during the day!
Looks crazy, sure it is. What – a girl from Russia, which packed in the famous friends group which insolence. But every person should follow your dreams – my meet you!
In this, perhaps all, do not hope for an answer, but if that – let me know, guys!
PS. success guys and infinite amount of force on recording their fourth album!

Freak

Obsession! I rest my case.
- CRAZYTWO
  
  Hahaha! I can’t stop laughing!

Freak

Round1

Who are you?
- Freak
  
  Your True love! Round one.
  - Round1
    
    You’d know nothing about my true love because you make assumptions. You think I’m in love with who? you? Come on that’s not what this was about.
    - Round2
      
      You’re unable to love.
    - Round1
      
      No I’m very capable of love in many forms. Are you?
    - Just
      
      I love you.
    - ¡que siga bien!
      
      …Self
    - Just
      
      I love you.
    - ¡que siga bien!
      
      …My
    - Just
      
      I love you.
    - ¡que siga bien!
      
      …Jessica.
    - White horse
      
      I love her. I love myself.
      Don’t get me wrong.
    - Huh ?
      
      who is Jessica?
    - Jessica
      
      ‘s my middle name

Just

Breathe!

Just

The only way to shut you up – to say “love you”.

Poison

Psychos…

Purest Hell

=============================================>

Purest Hell

I swear.I won’t burn your house down.

Purest Hell

And… I won’t kill your dog…

Purest Hell

I LOVE YOU.

Purest Hell

Go ahead! PSYCHO!

TRUE

BLAH
- Elephant
  
  BLAH BLAH
  - MAD
    
    !ants are in the sugar!

¡que siga bien!

You must be happy with yourself…

Off

I’ll be back.

HEART ZERO

I’m very capable of cheating in many forms.

Good luck psycho!

Gatways Hospital and Mental Health Center
1891 Effie Street, Los Angeles, CA 90026
Phone: 323-644-2000
Fax: 323-666-1417

Psychotic

E*
- Amercia
  
  Contact Us
  Gat*ways Hospital and Mental Health Center
  1891 Effie Street, Los Angeles, CA 90026
  Phone: 323-644-2000
  Fax: 323-666-1417
  
  wtf?
  - Amercia
    
    Gateways Hospital & Mental Health Ctr Gateways
    
    Address 437 N Hoover St
    
    Los Angeles, California 90004-2306
    
    Phone (323) 644-2030
    Services Outpatient Care
    Compare Outpatient Care Mental Health Programs
    Residential Care
    Compare Residential Care Mental Health Programs
    
    right?
    - Amercia
      
      Anyways, follow the white horse….
    - Amercia
      
      hahaha!
    - Amercia
      
      I like horses : )
    - MEMEE
      
      Where is my lil Pony?
    - I LOVE U MY PONY
      
      xxx
    - MEMEE
      
      *copyfuck.
      DO NOT COMPARE.

Goodluck

Gateways Hospital and Mental Health Center offers services under contract with the Los Angeles County Department of Mental Health. As many as 28 adolescent beds and 27 adult beds are available. The hospital is accredited and licensed to provide an intensive therapy program for adults and adolescents in need of acute psychiatric evaluation, diagnosis, stabilization and treatment. The staff can further provide assistance with placement referrals, when indicated for hospitalized patients.

The clinical staff constitutes a multi-disciplinary treatment team. Structured individualized programs are available to meet the needs of each patient requiring mental health or dual diagnosis services.

Among the services provided to inpatients are:

One-on-one counseling
Group therapy sessions
Recreational and cultural activities and socialization
Round-the-clock nursing care including medication monitoring
Special education programs for adolescents
Outpatient programs

Gateways Child and Adolescent Outpatient Program integrates psychological, medical, social, and educational services to meet the mental health needs of emotionally disturbed adolescents in our community. The program also provides continuity of care for adolescents who no longer require 24-hour inpatient services, but still need therapeutic support. Our goal is to enable adolescents to remain in their home and school environments, while developing healthy coping skills and a positive sense of self-worth. Services are provided at the clinic, the area schools and at Juvenile Hall.

The program is designed to provide rehabilitative services for adolescents between the ages of 13 and 18. Gateways works with twelve area middle and High schools to address the special challenges posed by troubled adolescents. Our services include:

Crisis intervention
Psychiatric evaluation
Individual, family and group therapy
Case management
Substance abuse prevention and treatment
Parenting groups
Our team of clinical professionals, including social workers, psychologists, psychiatrists, and various paraprofessionals are trained to provide treatment for a wide range of problems including:

Anxiety
Depression
Suicidal thoughts or attempts
Post-traumatic stress disorders
Obsessive-compulsive disorders
Behavior disorders
Eating disorders
Dual diagnosis

Psychotic

Gateways Hospital and Mental Health Center offers services under contract with the Los Angeles County Department of Mental Health. As many as 28 adolescent beds and 27 adult beds are available. The hospital is accredited and licensed to provide an intensive therapy program for adults and adolescents in need of acute psychiatric evaluation, diagnosis, stabilization and treatment. The staff can further provide assistance with placement referrals, when indicated for hospitalized patients.

Crack

Hey! Don’t you wanna….??????????????????????????????????

Mouthy son of bitchhhhhhhhh!

Line

i wanna to tallk please bithc!
let me an lil talk.
- Son of a bitcccch
  
  IS SOUNDS LIKE AN TALKSHIT PARTY!
  - Your mother
    
    You’re so not invited!
    - Ddd
      
      New International Version (©1984)
      Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
      New Living Translation (©2007)
      Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour.
      
      English Standard Version (©2001)
      Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.
      
      New American Standard Bible (©1995)
      Be of sober spirit, be on the alert. Your adversary, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.
      
      King James Bible (Cambridge Ed.)
      Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
      
      International Standard Version (©2008)
      Be clear-minded and alert. Your opponent, the devil, is prowling around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour.
      
      Aramaic Bible in Plain English (©2010)
      Be alert, be reflective, because your enemy Satan roars like a lion and is walking and seeking whom he may devour.
      
      GOD’S WORD® Translation (©1995)
      Keep your mind clear, and be alert. Your opponent the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion as he looks for someone to devour.
      
      King James 2000 Bible (©2003)
      Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour:
      
      American King James Version
      Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour:
      
      American Standard Version
      Be sober, be watchful: your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour,
      
      Douay-Rheims Bible
      Be sober and watch: because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, goeth about seeking whom he may devour.
      
      Darby Bible Translation
      Be vigilant, watch. Your adversary the devil as a roaring lion walks about seeking whom he may devour.
      
      English Revised Version
      Be sober, be watchful: your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
      
      Webster’s Bible Translation
      Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
      
      Weymouth New Testament
      Curb every passion, and be on the alert. Your great accuser, the Devil, is going about like a roaring lion to see whom he can devour.
      
      World English Bible
      Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.
      
      Young’s Literal Translation
      Be sober, vigilant, because your opponent the devil, as a roaring lion, doth walk about, seeking whom he may swallow up,
    - Devil
      
      Yes, sir!

Offfffffffff

“Fuck as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.”

Onnnnnn

I’m probably one of the most dangerous men in the world if I want to be. But I never wanted to be anything but me.

Kkkk

TAKE A WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALKKK!
KKK

True

@ Elephant

I just want to say that none of these comments with unknown names, on this and the recent pages are not me, I hope you know this.

MyBloodIsLiquidFlame

EAT YOUR SHIT!
- Flame
  
  It was not me! I hope you know this.

MyBloodIsLiquidFlame

FUCK YOU! ALF.

Elephant

@ True

”I hope you know this”

It’s ok ”Aline”

Stay cool now!

And why the ”hope” shit?? You said so yourself that you were ”planning” to leave me for so long now even tho you OBVIOUSLY don’t know shit about me and who I am STILL since you thought I was the freak ”Hal” and all !

”There are moments, when you return to my mind
from yesterday to conquer my present
without you being to blame you become my own mistake
and guilt that I love you sometimes
without you being to blame, without you being to blame.

There are moments, when truth resembles a lie
there are moments, when I can’t be without you
there are moments, when I look for you desperately
there are moments

There are moments, when truth resembles a lie
look inside me, I am half without you
old memories search for you desperately
there are moments, my whole life is moments.

There are moments, when you become a need again
you wake up wishes, which ended up as delusion
and the wounds bleed, and tears drop,
and guilt that I love you sometimes
without you being to blame, without you being to blame”

p.s. I did/was/am right NOT to wanted to trust U from moment 1 and Im SO glad I feel NOTHING for you IN THE END!

True

You’re wrong !

But It doesn’t matter what I say, you are always going to believe what you want … even if it’s not the truth. Like I said, when all possibilities are exhausted, the only thing left, is to say goodbye.

Goodbye x
Flame

Geek song? hahaha!
Who cares?

Who cares?

Flame

Good morning! My<3love.
What are you doing "here"?
I'm history.
Does history repeat itself?
Or maybe…
"History became legend"…

P.S.
My love is a thousand French poets puking black blood
on your Cure CD collection.

Flame

I’m history. Good bye! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
- Head check
  
  Your a liar not at all what you claim. Your seen right through. Yet your mind keeps playing tricks on you. Go play with yourself I’m sure it’s all you can think about.
  - Heart check
    
    I’M SO FUCKING LOVE YOU!
    YOU BROKE MY HEART!
    BASTARD!
    - Heart check
      
      Am I so fucking in love with you?
    - Lady
      
      He has no fucking idea:)

Recycle

Well I don’t know why I came here tonight,
I got the feeling that something ain’t right,
I’m so scared in case I fall off my chair,
And I’m wondering how I’ll get down the stairs,
Clowns to the left of me,
Jokers to the right, here I am,
Stuck in the middle with you.

Yes I’m stuck in the middle with you,
And I’m wondering what it is I should do,
It’s so hard to keep this smile on my face,
Losing control, yeah, I’m all over the place,
Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right,
Here I am,round1 stuck in the middle with you.

Trying to make some sense of it all,
But I can see that it makes no sense at all,
Is it cool to go to sleep on the floor,
‘Cause I don’t think that I can take anymore
Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right,
Here I am, stuck in the middle with you.

Flame

10 min…WOW!

Flame

Flame – Attack! Get’em!, Bite!

Tiger in the room ;)

You hurt where you sleep
And you sleep where you lie
Now you’re in deep and
now you’re gonna cry
You got a woman to the left
and a boy to the right
Start to sweat so hold me tight

Somebody mixed my medicine
I don’t know what I’m on
Somebody mixed my medicine
But baby it’s all gone
Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody’s in my head again
Somebody mixed my medicine again, again

I’ll drink what you leak
And I’ll smoke what you sigh
Straight across the room with a look in your eye
I got a man to the left and a girl to the right
Start to sweat so hold me tight

Somebody mixed my medicine
I don’t know what I’m on
Somebody mixed my medicine
But baby it’s all gone
Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody’s in my head again
Somebody mixed my medicine again, again

There’s a tiger in the room
and a baby in the closet
Pour another drink mom
I don’t even want it
Then I turn around and think I see
someone that looks like you

You hurt where you sleep
You sleep where you lie
Now you’re in deep and
now you’re gonna cry
You got a woman to the left
and a boy to the right
Start to sweat so hold me tight

Somebody mixed my medicine
I don’t know what I’m on
Somebody mixed my medicine
But baby it’s all gone
Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody’s in my head again
Somebody mixed my medicine
again (x8)

Somebody mixed my medicine (x3)
Somebody’s in my head again
Somebody mixed my medicine
again (x3)

Yoursforever

The difference between insanity and genius is success.
- Heart check
  
  she’s a genius.

Liar

Hahaha! he’s too old to play.

Heart check

or too drunk.
- Lady
  
  You’re a sick bastard.
  “fuck yourself”
  I’m gonna have to pass:)

Hit

He’s gone.
And I’m dying

Get even

Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!

Get even

Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!
Jared’s FAG!

Get even

YOU ARE FAG!

Get even

Go fuck you ugly Giraffe!

Get even

if you can…

Alf

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I’m cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Uh, yuh, yuh, ya

Alf

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it’s lack of sex
That’s bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life’s a bore

Wall

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Banging your heart against some mad bugger’s wall.

Ari

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Banging your heart against some mad bugger’s wall.

Ari

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Banging your heart against some mad bugger’s wall.

Wall

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Banging your heart against some mad bugger’s wall.

heart

I never felt that I was cool enough to be your friend
I’ve never been a pleaser, I’ve never been a fan
I haven’t seen you lately,
But know a light that’s made of you
I’ve become a stranger, but I want to let you in
So much has changed, I don’t know where to begin
I see right through you, from beginning to the end
You’re with me in heart, space and time
You’re someone I still think the world of
But we got lost, we got lost into the wild
And I got lost, I got lost into the wild
- heart
  
  I’m on the outside
  And I’m looking in
  I can see through you
  See your true colors
  ‘Cause inside you’re ugly
  You’re ugly like me
  and I can see through you
  See to the real you
  All the times
  That I’ve cried
  All this wasted
  It’s all inside
  And I feel
  All this pain
  Stuffed it down
  It’s back again
  I can’t mend
  But I feel
  Tomorrow I’ll be okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  - Mind
    
    I’ve read you well
    I just want to get away
    Cos you used my love
    I just need to get away
    Sick of this space
    Wish we could be far away
    My trust in you has been abused
    My trust in you has been overused
    Why can you get everything?
    Can you tell me why I just want to run away?
    I just want to get away…
    I just wanted too much
    I wish we could be far away
    And if my wish comes true
    You’ll never see me again!!!!!
    - Bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
      
      and the oscar goes to…

Swirl

I’m not blind and I can see the vastness. Like a dessert laid before me I feel heat upon my feet and blisters upon my hands. In the distance I imagine cool water awaiting me I reach for it ,is it real or a mirage of my own making. I force myself onward onward……..

You Know You’re Right

Nirvana.

CROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I am an antichrist
I am an anarchist
Don’t know what I want
But I know how to get it
I wanna destroy passerby…

secret

how do you sell your soul to the devil ?

NOTES FROM THE OUTERNET PHOTO: My @Terry_World Cross Photo

July 14th, 2012 · 621 Comments · Los Angeles, PHOTOS, Terry Richardson

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