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I love the photos of Terry’s. )

http://twitter.com/jaredleto07 Melanie Bauvois

Hahaha its Terry R ? lol this paint is nice

http://thestorytellersgarden.wordpress.com/ talesgarden

Oh and please don’t think I haven’t noticed the change you’ve made in the lyrics…

Just forgot to mention it in the morning thanks to my sleepiness. xx

Ari

Tell them to block me. Please! I’m sick and I’ll never get better.

Off Air

You know what: I think we made our market by telling him what to put as next photo…
Something tell me that he doesn’t like that someone tells him what to do, you don’t think so??

A really kind person adviced me to take a laugh of that.
Don’t become sick because of this blog

Elephant

@Ari

Try NOT to kill yourself, ok?I hope we’ll chat again soon. Nobody is worth your pain or anger and revenge is only for the ones who hate themselves first. Whoever made you feel like a nobody, surely IS a nobody! Don’t let anyone steal your thunder x

Elephant

lol, wrong idiom. night rita x

Off Air

“Life won’t always go your way
And that won’t ever change
But you’ll find blessings in the clouds
And you’ll find mercy in the rain
And you’ll have heartache down the road
And tears shed from a broken soul
But joy will seek you out and give you hope
Like candles’ lights in darkened rooms

And how you sacrifice and try to make things right
Is the whole world happy but you
But hungry children cry while thirsty siblings die
How did this life become so cruel
And then the questions come and rare are answers known
But this is still worth pushing through
Cause every smile shown
And Every laughing moment
Confirms that life is beautiful”

Life Is Beautiful – The Icarus Account

gOOd night and sweet dreams for some
gOOd day for others

I’ll rest in the arms of Morpheus

Ari

Goodnight, Off Air, sweet therapist to the sad and the mad. You have earned your rest.

Ari

You WANT me to look at this picture, and to think, Jared?

Even though you know I prefer the safer option?

Even though you know it might kill me?

Even though you know that I’m not brave?

Even so, you WANT me to stare into the sun?

Sword of Love

When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden.

rosie

Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

This does look like sword’s hilt! and Gibran is a favorite of mine- thanks for making the connection.This description of love is divine, how it enriches & is unexpected. Gibran’s antithetical use of the figures of speech elucidate the depth of experience.
“Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden”~ Love’s personification emphasizes purposefulness of love found in our lives but also reminds me of the Yiddish proverb, “We plan, God laughs” especially since Gibran goes on to say “Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love. We cannot direct it” meaning pretense, play at it, lustful desires are different.
I have close friends who have this kind of love, and have seen it. Amazingly, all of them-it was truly love at first sight like they knew something was different, extremely special.
(sometimes that sucks for me)
- Ari
  
  You’re such a romantic, Rosie!
  
  Maybe one day you’ll just turn a corner and find your special someone. I think friendship is the highest form of love. Though sometimes friends are lovers too.
- @rosie
  
  Gibran`s rhymes hit the mark and are like juwels; like a soft echo from the distance; like a gentle breeze; like an engraving tattooed on soul and mind.
  Love is pure and can neither be possessed nor calculated. It hits you like a lightning stroke…if you`ve found the one in a million, you don`t need to justify for who you are or what you do. Someone who lets you breathe…without questioning, demanding, condemning, accusing…just happy that you are alive and on earth. And that is what these rhymes are dedicated to.
  - Ari
    
    Excuse me. Sorry to interrupt your conversation with Rosie. I just wanted to say that I enjoy your quotes. You seem to have a very poetic mind yourself. You’re a bit of a mystery to me, but I read you with great pleasure.
  - Off Air
    
    Like Ari, I’m sorry to interfere with the conversation but I have a question: how do we know we have met THE love?
    To read you, it sounds like this is obvious and you can not miss …?!
    And even when you’re with someone you do not say it is the right person. Sometimes, it is believed that it is and finally you come out of this story disappointed – when we are lucky – or wounded and bruised …
    - SRY…
      
      I think every further lyrics are in vain. Don’t wanna throw my beads at swine
    - SRY…
      
      You seem to be no vegan. They offered you flesh and you took it. This is called bribery. Bye now
    - Off Air
      
      … what??
      
      I don’t know where is the report but yes I am not vegan but vegetarian, this is not the same thing
  - rosie
    
    thank you…I think that you are quite right and very much appreciate your insight

http://twitter.com/IrinaLooksha Looksha Irina

believe, live, remember
we all hope, we all alive
but in the end – we know who we are
we are Mars, we are Mars..

with love from Minsk

Ari

Hello. I liked very much your little message from Minsk.

“We know who we are
We are Mars, we are Mars..”

You sound so certain about who you are.
The certainty of belonging.
One day I hope to feel what you feel now.

With love from me

http://thestorytellersgarden.wordpress.com/ talesgarden

Bonsoir Monsieur,

Your Henry Ford quote reminds me on the last VyRT when you first asked the people to give you feedback on the new song and told them in the same breath that you’ll do what you want anyway.

Therefore is my answer to your question: please yourself. I will let myself be surprised.

Hmm…, I wonder if you didn’t like my German morning greetings from yesterday.

I hope you had a wonderful Sunday and you feel well, mon cher.

Much love, gute Nacht, sleep tight & sweet dreams! ♥Xo

P. S. Feel yourself embraced in a warm-hearted vitual hug and tenderly kissed good-night.

http://twitter.com/hbraica Haydée Braica

You Lord to bless Jared and all it does +

Elephant

@ Ari

I know how it feels to be a depressed teenager but trust me, you will be fine in the end. Just be patient and love all people and forgive all. If you don’t, you will end up hating yourself that you wasn’t wise enough to FORGET what you think they’ve done to you when IN REALITY you were doint it to YOURSELF all along Never blame anyone for your OWN state of mind, ok? Never play the victim and above all never want from others to feel sorry for you or else you’re gonna end up hating yourself even more.

@ True and to all other teenagers like Ari I might have ”spoken” with on here: hang on in there and once you manage to love yourself – despite what others may think and feel about you – you will NEVER feel sorry for yourselves or think wrong about you EVER AGAIN!

@ Off AIR

First of all, I like your name ”air” it means you’re free like it, yes?

how do we know we have met THE love?

We just do. We feel it in our bones and it just haunts us but in a good way

”it is believed that it is and finally you come out of this story disappointed”

Simple: it WASN’T the RIGHT ONE! When IT IS – you will NEVER come OUT of this love=end this love – PERIOD!

The LOVE just won’t let you!

BUT of course there are OTHER factors – which one can’t do anything about it and life plays tricks with people in love and put obstacles and whoever is the strongest..anyway, good luck to all teenagers outthere and know that you’re not alone. I wish I could adopt all of you and save u from yourselves but you MUST save yourselves first by LOVING yourselves NO MATTER WHAT!

Adios x

True

What an arrogant, sanctimonious, condescending statement to make, where do you get off making presumptions about me, you do NOT know ANYTHING about me, who I am, what makes me tick, what drives me, angers me, inspires me, yet you have the audacity to judge me for something that you perceive to be.

I have never felt sorry for myself in my life, but as usual you latch on to some excuse or rationale that you have concocted in your own head for whatever reason. Try listening once in a while, actually, try HEARING instead, you might learn something !! Then again, why bother, your so called perception couldn’t be further from the truth … So what’s the point !

I may not know about much, but I DO know about LOVE in ALL capacity … I got angry not because of ‘low self esteem’ but because of you arrogant attitude, as if I’m just a way to pass the time, till YOU get bored, when you have had enough. Manners and respect cost nothing but mean more than YOU will ever know, simply because you don’t care to know ! ” I wanna answer whenever the fuck i feel like it ” that pretty much says it all !!

Next time take a look at your own reflection in the mirror, that way you might see something more, than just the elephant in the room.

ADIOS
- Elephant
  
  ”where do you get off making presumptions about me, you do NOT know ANYTHING about me, who I am, what makes me tick, what drives me, angers me, inspires me, yet you have the audacity to judge me for something that you perceive to be”
  
  Ditto Except that I never get angry not anymore anyways
  
  ”try HEARING instead”
  
  Again, you never do LISTEN to me. I only speak in general, remember?
  
  ”couldn’t be further from the truth”
  
  Well, if that’s the truth, then why you got so annoyed then?!
  
  ” I wanna answer whenever the fuck i feel like it ” that pretty much says it all !!
  
  For someone who claims they’re always right..anyway, im not judging you. And if you had any respect for someone as truthful = free like me, you WOULD have respected my need and let me off the hook and WOULD be ok AND would have TRUSTED my truth about being REAL dizzy that VERY late hour! But nooo! You preferred – as usual – to take my words the wrong way, YOUR suited way so there won’t be ANY guilts of leaving from the convo, right?!
  
  Oh, and since : ”you do NOT know ANYTHING about me, who I am”…why get so sad when I stated THE EXACT Same WORDS the other night??
  
  If you’re confused and if you cannot decide, don’t blame other people for YOUR state of mind
  - True
    
    I doesn’t matter what I say, you will still somehow manage to twist everything, and mould it into whatever shape you want it to be. I’m not the one who fabricates the truth. Go back and re read and maybe you might just get some sort of insight into how I perceive this whole situation.
    - True
      
      I have never made sweeping generalizations or presumptions about you, the difference is I wanted to KNOW you, I can only do that by asking questions, I don’t expect you to necessarily answer, no pressure, no expectations, just interested in you … in what you had to say.
      
      As for taking your words the wrong way, I can only take them how I read them ‘I don’t like people who ask a lot’
      How else am I meant to take that !!
      
      ‘Well, if that’s the truth, then why you got so annoyed then?’
      
      Because I can not stand arrogance and selfishness, you were being obnoxious, whether you meant to be or not but that’s how I read it. In the past, when you said you had to go, I never objected or questioned it … did I ?? Maybe this time your choice of words could have been better suited, or maybe I was just TIRED too.
      
      I don’t claim to be always right, I said ‘ I always LIKED to be right ‘ and it was a lighthearted comeback. You seem to focus on all the wrong words and not pay attention to the right ones.
      
      As for getting annoyed now, let me ask you, can you BLAME me ??
      
      and, do you know what the kicker is, I actually DO miss Whatever, at least they seemed real, honest and true, but I’m not even sure about that one now.
Off Air

Olà Elephant

Thanks for the reply, I didn’t knew I was asking this question at you.

You seem to know a lot about love. Have you find your right one? #justcurious

It’s not my case regarding what you wrote… and I’m no more a teen.

Yes, I am free. Free to be myself

Elephant

”It doesn’t matter what I say, you will still somehow manage to twist everything, and mould it into whatever shape you want it to be”

True, sorry for the delay but I had to google and then translate half of your words and some idioms from english into spanish.

Look, have you ever heard of self-fulfilling prophecies? How can I feel relaxed and be myself with you when you always seem to look at me like, read my words I mean, like some OTHER person who DID do you wrong!?
Why do you keep wanting me to act EXACTLY like that person and why can’t you see my TRUE self?! I know why! Like I said: we’ve never met and your imagination runs wild – as mine does?? perhaps!

It DOES matter what everyone says to me. It matters to ME! I want to get better while im still young and not bitter like most adults are and they only have themselves to blame but that’s another story.

I’m too lazy to mould anything or create stories in my head and overanalyze things thru I prefer to feel and trust my instinct. Thoughts are nothing but false ideas because no matter what we think, the TRUTH is ALWAYS different from that!! Hey, we even think of situations/good and bad events and picture ourselves in those thoughts when in REALITY we cannot possibly SEE ourselves! We just imagine we’re there. No, we’re THERE, ok LOL but we..anyway, you get my point.

”insight into how I perceive this whole situation”

Tell me, ok? I can’t guess and I can’t figure out which words of yours are your TRUE feelings/thoughts and which ones you just type them just to see any reaction or whatever your peculiar mind orders you to do with mine.

Yes, thank you. I want to know you toooooooo and ‘I don’t like people who ask a lot’
How else am I meant to take that !!

I meant and i was too tired to complete the sentence (i do that often) i don’t like people PRESSURING me by shooting at me too many questions in such a short period of time! ALL clear now?

You know I like you. I like everyone

”your choice of words could have been better suited, or maybe I was just TIRED too”

Yes, I don’t know what is it with other people’s language. I seem to wanna abuse the hell out of it for some unexplained reason when in my world I speak like a nun. I often forget that another’s language can bring so much hurt when it stems from my silent mouth. So weird. And I don’t even take aspirins.

I MUST change myself and BE my TRUE SELF whenever I’m online! I MUST! Otherwise noone will get to know me. Is that good or good?? Well, for the private and shy me, is HEAVEN!

I wasn’t hurt by your words of me getting off with myself – don’t worry! Words are ALL innocent. It is the weak character/mind that tends to give it a wicked meaning. I’m not referring to you – just to make it clear!

”and it was a lighthearted comeback”

Too bad I thought it was your true self – confidence speaking out at last and which i liked mucho mucho !! and now you ruined it joke

I knew it was a joke silly. Nobody gets me over the net!!
I pay attention to feelings. There is no good or bad in words, got it?!

No, I don’t blame you silly. I want to say that im sorry for being spontaneous and I want to try and change and think for a long time before answering to anyone and thanx for telling me the truth about this online flaw of mine x

”at least they seemed real, honest and true, but I’m not even sure about that one now”

LOL, you’re worse than im girl!! Whoever said that women CAN make up their minds was an ignorant! I may be stupid but im not an idiot and when im wrong i want to get better and admit that im wrong first and foremost!!

Yes, we cannot make up our minds, true that, BUT our hearts are as stubborn as the sun and the moon!

Do you have twitter?

True

One question, a few weeks ago you said you were sure who I was, why has that now changed ?
True

Yesterday, I thought it would be best not to reply straight away, as the few choice words I had in mind were probably not the best way to go Truth is, I get it, I get what you’re saying, well most of it anyway and I do understand and I do agree, to a certain extent. But for some reason, I feel I am always defensive when talking to you, and I don’t know why … I guess you just push the wrong buttons !!

I do want to address what you have said, but I can’t think straight at the moment .. I need to adjust my way of thinking and in order to do that, I need to take some Time Out.

Elephant

Oh, and True..I was referring to Ari and NOT you when I said that SHE doesn’t love herself, which is what she claims on here anyway and looking for attention? Sorry Ari, but when you avoid someone who tries to help you, you don’t REALLY need to be helped now, do you?!

Just to set the record straight on that ”self-pity” note!!

Ari

Who have I been avoiding?
Ari

I apologise that I didn’t reply to your message earlier. I didn’t mean to insult you. You were very kind to me the other day and I left you a note to say so.

I saw you in a heated conversation with True, and didn’t want to interfere. Then my attention was on someone else for a while.

You seem very angry with me.
- Ari
  
  It is after midnight here. I need to sleep. I have not slept well for some time. I tell you this so that you do not speak to me and think that I ignore you. Often, though, I wake in the night and look at Notes. I look especially for the poems and quotes, and I pretend that some of the messages are for me. That is how silly I am.
  
  I have followed your conversations with True, but you are both too quick and much more clever than me. You are right in some of your observations about me. Yes, I am an attention seeker. I have said it myself in these pages. Yes, I deserve your derision.
  
  Off Air has left you a message, and I hope to enjoy your conversation about Love. You are quite the philosopher. This evening is the first time I thought I caught a clear glimpse of you. And I liked what I thought I saw. Goodnight.

Elephant

”I may not know about much, but I DO know about LOVE in ALL capacity”

I believe you. Define LOVE for me, ok? I’m going out now. Tlk soon I hope.

True

Deja vu is such a strange feeling I can’t define Love, can anyone ? but what you said below is exactly what I would say, I couldn’t agree more,you have encompassed it perfectly … It’s exactly how I feel about it.
- Elephant
  
  I can. Love equals Freedom and Freedom equals God.

Elephant

@True

you said you were sure who I was, why has that now changed ?

You know that it hasn’t. Not really. And you said you knew me as well but then – once more – changed your mind and now – once again – tell me that you FINALLY understand me and im glad. And True, you must relax, ok?

Afterall, you said it yourself. We’re just two minds chatting our way out in search of our soul’s truth. Nothing less, remember ?

Elephant

@ Ari

You sound exactly like someone I used to know LOL

”You seem very angry with me”

Whoever thinks that others are angry at them, the truth is that, well, Ari, you’re just angry at YOURSELF but that’s ok. It means you still don’t know who you are. Once you DO find out, you WILL love yourself as well and stop having these untrue speculations about yourself and about other people who only mean well.

”I tell you this so that you do not speak to me and think that I ignore you”

Whoever ignores another, they’re only ignoring themselves. I rarely think Ari, I just feel and my feelings are only right.

”you are both too quick and much more clever than me”

No we’re not anything like it. We’re both just dreamers and im as slow as a turtle in my world

”I deserve your derision”

Ok, that’s the meanest insult anyone has ever said to me but I forgive you. I’m not anywhere near such person. I only laugh at myself and WITH others! Never AT others, understood?

”You are quite the philosopher”

I’m just a sagittarius girl :)

”And I liked what I thought I saw”

lol, and there you go again

(sounding exactly like that ”someone”)

Who have I been avoiding?

Ari, it doesn’t matter. Just make sure that you NEVER avoid your OWN truths about YOURSELF, got it?? When you keep ignoring/avoiding yourself, you will never know who you are and therefore you will continue to unlove yourself, confuse yourself and never TRUST yourself and of course nobody else either – EVER!

Now, do you REALLY want to continue living like a shadow?!

Ari

I was slow to get home. You are in conversation with someone else. I will wait. My knee is very painful, but I don’t remember hurting it. That’s why I was slow. I thought perhaps you would be angry again.
- Elephant
  
  Hello Ari I’m in conversation with about 15 pps at the moment but I can include you into the fun
  
  How are you feeling today??
  - Ari
    
    I’m not so good. And will have to work through the night. I need so much to sleep.
    
    I went to put something in the microwave just now, and found a meal in there from yesterday. I think maybe I am getting a bit mixed up again.
    
    I don’t understand your conversation with sun-star. So maybe I won’t be good to talk to for you just now.
Ari

I don’t want to freeze anymore. Or to be a shadow.

Elephant

@ Off Air

Hello there Quoi de nouveau?

”Thanks for the reply, I didn’t knew I was asking this question at you”

lol, no but I saw that nobody else on this forum had a clue so as to answer and that’s why I volunteered/took the liberty – as usual !

You seem to know a lot about love. Have you find your right one?

I only have to answer to my soul about such matters. Curiousity stems from uneasy souls and my soul lives in comfort

”It’s not my case regarding what you wrote”

lol, no need to justify nada to me girl

”Yes, I am free. Free to be myself”

That’s great And I gather you know who is yourself then

Sun-Star

why You are write to yourselft, You taking with mirror and You write everything You say and feel???You creative a dialog which not exist ..why??
- sun-star
  
  p.s. i know answer :D You are boring ;P;))
- Elephant
  
  Yes, whoever is truthful considered as such nowadays I gather that you aren’t
  - sun-star
    
    yes You have right;P but i think You aren’t truthful like I;p You play again i read this all and i laught )
    - sun-star
      
      p.s. You very funny hih
    - Elephant
      
      Laughter is good, yes?
    - sun-star
      
      yes i love this:)but I not love You yet for this for You give me a little )
    - sun-star
      
      why You have a nick “elephant”??hmm ..??
    - True
      
      Glad you find it so funny, it’s all just a great big joke, but some jokes are only funny to the ones who conceived them
Off Air

Just a note to say Olà

Oh et puis j’ai envie d’écrire en français, j’espère que vous ne m’en voudrez pas

Je vois beaucoup de conversation très animées. Tant ici que sous la dernière photo publiée… pourquoi tant de vague??
Mais je suis trop fatiguée et malade pour réussir à penser. Donc ne vous déplaise, je prends congé jusqu’à ce que j’aille mieux

A bientôt

Elephant

I’m named as such because elephants have are all for same-sex, well, sex

You love me or not, doesn’t affect me for 2 main reasons: 1. You don’t know me 2. I don’t know u, ok and for a third one: I love myself either way.

sun-star

I think you are a narcissist not an elephant hihi but i think this is good ok bye Narcissus;))
- Elephant
  
  Narcissists are liars who don’t love themselves or anyone else for that matter. A third-grader even knows this. So, nice knowing your thoughts about me and take care
  
  I must accept more sun-stars on my bird anyhow and thanx for ending this
  - sun-star
    
    kkk i’m not exacly finished ) My Love narcissism is a great philosopher who thinks it’s ‘beautiful’ on the outside and who looking for people who are confirmed them, but inside is a sad and lonely … this is a person who thinking for he have always right, but not see what everybody says …ok now I can say for this is the end :D
    - Elephant
      
      Well, if I said that I fully understand you, I would be like you and altho I’m a believer of the truth, my main belief is that we MUST keep our truth only for the ones who deserve it a.k.a the truthful ones like us and to treat the liars with their OWN poison
      
      yes yes and thank you once again :0)
    - The Lady
      
      Sorry for interrupt. Maybe I am not agree in your way of thinking in all the things that you say and even less I like your behavior, elephant. Because I consider that if you are real spanish your domain of my language is very poor. However, this last comment shocked me and I would like to ask you about where have you heard/learnt “treat the liars with their OWN poison”. It is for curiosity because this phrase is very old for me.
      I know, applying that quote, that you cannot be sure if I am lying or not and you can lie me as you cannot be sure if I am lying you or not. But I will appreciate a clear and honest answer because I am very curious about it. And, if you want, we can talk in spanish, english or french as you wish.
      
      PS: I do not drink
    - Elephant
      
      My girl said she was sorry and you don’t sound like an alcoholic or drug addict to me and of course their minds and souls are untreatable
      
      I guess you were blocked. Too bad
    - Elephant
      
      “treat the liars with their OWN poison”
      
      Relax, like I said in the morning!
      
      That WASN’T for you, ok?
      
      I never lie. You know that and you know that I can’t live without you either x

Elephant

@ True

???

I thought you needed some time out? What is a great joke exactly? Are you sun-star yoo by any chance?/ besides Ari…

True

No, neither, and you really thought that, thanks
- Ari
  
  Thank you…
- Elephant
  
  I hope that was a compliment towards Ari and not a negative statement. She/he needs as much love possible so as to be like you and sun-star or Sun-Star or SUNSTAR or Sun or just Star hihi
  - sun-star
    
    ;P

Elephant

@ Lady

Let’s talk in spanish

True

I’m done, I’m done feeling like this, I’m done with all the bullshit, the inconsistencies, the false accusations, assumptions that couldn’t be more wrong, the insults the put downs, I’m done with having you twist my words and take them out of context, I’m done over analyzing and second guessing .. I’M DONE

Elephant

Talking to yourself again True/sun-star/Ari?? Talk to us Be brave for once
- Ari
  
  You are making fun of me?
  - Elephant
    
    Go down on..lol lol. no! go further down on the page and reread that my girl doesn’t make fun of people.
    
    Besides, soul, love in the real world not exist one thing is only like “sex, money” and nothing “deep”
    
    right sunstar/ari ? – YOUR words not ours: )
    - sun-star
      
      elephant i finished taking with You, i’ll only watch yours discussion don’t write to me:)ok ?
    - Ari
      
      You are upsetting me. I don’t understand.
    - Ari
      
      You disgust me.
    - Ari
      
      I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that.

Elephant

@ True and to all other. My pc is ”occupied” with not only ME and so be careful for I’m not all of them ”elephants”

and lady: Never break a promise you made to yourself again Adios from ME!

True

More lies, you keep tripping yourself up, I guess all those other elephants used your same email too !! Thanks for validating my inherent mistrust of speaking to someone on the net.
- Elephant
  
  And what is my email True??
  
  @ Lady
  
  My girlfriend who is spanish has gone outside. Do you still wanna chat in english but with moi?
  - True
    
    Goodbye, adios, fuck off .. take which ever one you understand the most. I won’t be back, enjoy the fun.
    - Elephant
      
      oh ffs yes yes Emma or Truth! piss off now girl

Elephant

True says …Thanks for validating my inherent mistrust

and I said to her never to trust anyone who has such mistrust inside them already !! she never listens but htankfully she can both dig and vag

Ari

Are you a little boy? I’m a little girl!!

Would you like to play with me?

Our house used to be a brothel!

We can chase chitchats in the gutter

And I can make funny faces with a stick!

Do you think you will like me?

korrinekay

X~(**

korrinekay

+`~.)

True

”I want to say that im sorry for being spontaneous and I want to try and change and think for a long time before answering to anyone”

Spontaneity is always a plus, the natural responses and impulses always show the true feelings, it’s the thought out, more calculated ones, are the ones that can’t be trusted … unfortunately your spontaneity spoke volumes.

Don’t judge people by your own misconceptions, you only end up deluding YOURSELF in the end. Honesty and trust is everything to me, just when I was starting to believe you and and trust in you, you prove that that can not be done. You have now turned me into a joke, along with everything else, you took what was real, honest and true and transformed it into an ignis fatuus of lies and deceit.

Good luck with your soul searching, maybe you should start with your own.

Elephant

If memory serves well, YOU are the one who keeps apologising for this ”whole mess and confusions” and I ask you this: do you feel guilty of/for sth ?? Because I ‘ve never blamed you for one single thing!

Now, plz explain to me what answer of mine you didn;t like from the other day and to whom, because when we last chatted we were OK on ALL matters!

I can’t read minds like I said a thousand times!
Elephant

Oh, and another thing, you seem to forget that we’re not alone on a private room or on twitter and never again take my answers as personal ones to you and you alone. I thought you were smarter than that!

I’ve never blamed you for misleading me into believing that you’re someone you’re not. I never claimed, like others did that U – ”true” is actually TRUTH/Una/Breakout./”friend” of 000 and 003/and fuck knows how many other names you use on here – and not only – trick naive teenagers when YOU, FALSE=the number one stalker of this band!!

Just cuz you’ve managed to trick so many others with YOUR ”conceived jokes and mental games” and for YOUR need to kill your boring self, er, I mean ”kill boredom”/pass time and that’s why you keep changing your alias and NO, im not the ONLY one you only wish to speak on here…another lie…but of course I will not be the one who will hurt you in the end but LIFE will BE – if not already

Spontaneous MUCH for ya?!
- True
  
  Do you actually believe that ?

Elephant

”You disgust me” to me

”I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that” to Ari

Ari kiddo, you’ve done well to apologise to YOURSELF for your manners and for the way you’ve been treating yourself, not me and not anyone else.

Love is to never have to say sorry anyway

But, you did well to say that to sun-star because ”love in the real world not exist one thing is only like “sex, money” and nothing “deep” were/are HIS/HER words and not MY beliefs! And of course noone should ever trust a mind as mistruful as HIS/HERS/!!!

sun-star

hello my dear i see You like me ) because You write about me ohhh sweet;))
- Elephant
  
  and as for you – you fkn loser and admirer of oneself – but not really – just like Paris fkn Hilton, dare and tell me that’s not your words: I think the person perfect like Jared is only in the dreams of a many girls heads in this world and only in that dream stayed. Soul, love in the real world not exist one thing is only like “sex, money” and nothing “deep” …and this is why we also dream… because we have maybe a hope, for maybe is something change…but after we wake up ..and we see a time run so fast…maybe too fast ….and after question in head “for what or who we waiting a all life???”
  
  SHOVE IT!!!
  - sun-star
    
    what???i think You a little mistake for me, for me this forum is only for fun,talk with people who like team like I, i sometimes watch in here what a people write and sometimes i something write because i like:) I’m a little art but only for myselft I love write poems or draw something:) i’m now alone, because i not find a person who i been love, for now my biggest “love” exist only in my dreams and I accept this:) maybe real love exist but for now when i look at the people “3 things’ is more important that real clean feelings:( this is sad and this is why i wrote that ….
    p.s. i promise i’ll write nothing more here nice to meet You elephant:)bye
    - lēto
      
      ur dying…
    - sun-star
      
      i know i not be young forever …and what?
    - sun-star
      
      p.s. f*ck i broken promise for now to elephant:/ bye
  - O:O
    
    You speak like someone who has x-ray eyes and can read someone`s thoughts…these are all cheeky assumptions. You cannot look in s.o.`s head. Shame on you! All I can say is that not everyone is like f*ing Paris H.!!! Okay, I love her dog..what’ s his name: Tinkerbell? LOL. I love all dogs & cats. Yes I do love animals, also the Tinkerbell but I truly give a f*ing damn about all Parisses Princesses.
O:O

Sorry when I interfere, just reading this…I’m thankful for your statement. Love is all that also counts in my lil world, the only thing I believe in. What you’ve said is very precious to me. You are a reliable ‘teacher’ of life, I appreciate this. But you sound embittered, maybe you should read some lines twice s.b. wrote to you. Okay, a gullible person, too good for this world… exactly like you. Don`t condemn him/her. I give you a lighthearted hug now, because I conclude from your words that you need this urgently (maybe he/she also)…nighty night xo

Elephant

Oh and True, since you always THINK that I’m judging you when in reality I never did that but now it’s time for the ”ugly thruth” and if you can handle it, all so much for the better for you and your own happiness or not:

Heres what I REALLY think you are:

1. You have the emotional maturity of an unborn egg!!

2. You’re THIRSTY of feeling on top of things and in control and that means you want to control PEOPLE as well!!

3. You LOVE to tease but I find it BORING!!

4. You are the BIGGEST jerk woman/man on the FACE OF THE EARTH!!

5. Your lies WILL BE the end of you!! AND noooooo!! pretending to be someone you’re not so as to avoid getting hurt is not what I call: ”I’ve never played with anyone’s feelings/heart/mind and to put the blame/shift it to others, when YOU KNOW THE TRUTH and the truth is: You don’t respect anyone or anything that IS true!!

You will NEVER get to be TRUE You’re TOO SCARED!!!

Plz, don’t you dare tell me that these aren’t your words: ”as if he doesn’t do that already” IN REGARD to playing with people’s minds AND hearts!!

NOW FUCK OFF LIAR – FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL !!!

Elephant

You fkn bastards managed to get me angry with all your twisted lies and games! LOSERS!!!!

O:O

Admittedly it`s not very easy to solace an elephant…the skin is too thick and it takes too long until the message reaches the brain!!

Elephant

I did one lil mistake of LYING about some things and that ”im loving it” and shit and let people think I was a player but only AFTER I felt that i was lying FIRST at by some ”bird” about its true identity and after feeling DISGUSTED about this lack of TRUTH and BRAVERY yes, I DID lied and the even MORE disgusting feedback I got was that: yeah ashole, cuz its fun to play with people’s hearts!1

And of course imagine my sorrow about having revelead to MY FACE that THEY though i was a player!!

FUCK THE NET !!!!!!1

devil

HAHAHHA!

Elephant

”i think You a little mistake for me, for me this forum is only for fun”

Then why the fuck did true got angry/sad at ME for yYOUR fkn words?!

ARE YOU OR AREN’T YOU HER/HIM?!

devil

i love you….
- sun-star
  
  devil is back )hihi Devil +elephant =real love sweet very sweet… ) p.s. I’m a girl You have maybe a some bad angel(man) for me in Yours hell??:D:D;))
  - Devil
    
    My Hell is empty so are your heart…
    - sun-star
      
      I’m like Haos i’m a good organizer:)take me here and I’ll do a good party and casting for me:D:D maybe my heart will find somebody to love kkk Devil You know i want really feel love :D p.s. Devil You have a wife?;))hih
    - sun-star
      
      bye devil nice to meet You i’m going sleep:) p.s. if You don’t have a wife You call me You know my number;)) sweet dreams:)
    - Devil
      
      learn inglish
    - Devil
      
      Wife?
      
      I have no heart! I feel no love!
      Nor fear…
      nor joy…
      nor sorrow!
      I am hollow.
      And I will live forever.!!!!!!!!!!!!
    - sun-star
      
      Devil I think for now i love You:D You so sweet You impress me ….ohh :D;))
    - Devil
      
      you love me i love you
    - sun-star
      
      i can’t speak english i’m china girl Devil You start learn chinese language;P;P;)and will think about english:D;P
    - Mr.Xenoglossophobia!
      
      how sweet..
    - Devil
      
      Keias…

Elephant

@sun-star

are YOU SUNheart?? yes or no??

and who the fuck typed down once that it is best for me to read: The Beast in Man (Rougon-Macquart, book 17) by Émile Zola and showed me scenes of the film One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest and presented thyselves/self like the mentally-ill character??! Of course I was never curious but since you all fuckers are with me now i DEMAND to know the truth!!

Goodbye now. I make tons of mistakes when i feel misunderstood – AS USUAL!!

sun-star

yes i think i was this nick like another :sun, star, flower, angel….i not remamber all :/;) but this was a past bye elephant sweet dreams p.s. and I’m a girl if You want know this:);)

True

I never lied to you, I am not Una, or Breakout or Sun star, or Ari or Lady or Jess or Nat or devil or joker, or sophist etc etc.or any of the other names used here over the last couple of days.

I changed my name, that’s all, not how I feel or my opinions or beliefs, I would NOT do that, I have never changed a name to be critical or poisonous. The first time I used a different name, if I can remember correctly was on the particular post we have already discussed. I remember this was because of the unusual content of the comments. Someone was ‘persuading’ (for want of a better word) someone else to ‘go kill themselves’, and nobody else was saying anything. I did not want to use my own name, because I hadn’t spoken to anyone on the net before, and I was unsure and maybe a bit shy or uncertain back then. It was NOT to enter into a discussion, or attack someone. I then somehow managed to get embroiled into a heated conversation with devil ( not sure if it is the subsequent devil or not ) The name ‘Truth’ was then used on the same post and on a later date by someone else, I think I also used HOPE on that post and another post as well, and yes, I did use ‘Friend’ as you know, along with quite a few others on THAT particular page.

Most of the names I have used are quite generic so they have also been used by others, intentionally or not, I don’t know. The names I have used in the past have been Truth, Hope, Love, Reason etc among others, do they sound like the type of names used for spitting venom ? All my comments or replies have always been used for a positive message, not to attack someone, except for maybe once or twice, when my emotions got the better of me, and even then they were very mild and only a single comment. I have also changed my name if I felt too much attention was being placed on a particular name, again not to hide behind … I just dislike attention. But never to trick someone or play games with anyone.

Apart from what you know, do you want me to tell you the other names I have used ?? I can remember most of them, and have no problem owning up to them, as I have nothing to hide, (which you would have seen if all the comments were not deleted).

True

Oh and the other thing , If I am the number one stalker of this, or any other band or person, then the world can rest easy !! I would even go as far to say I am actually, probably one of the very few people around here that is so far removed from being a stalker, I wouldn’t even classify myself as an echelon or a fan. I love their music but I only pay attention to this website, no others. If you actually knew me you would know that everything about this is so unlike me. It started off as a way of getting to know about Jared and 30stm, ( like most of the people who comment on this website ) through pictures and the comments from everyone else, which I loved, I also learnt alot, still do, I found it a way of listening to the different views and opinions of people I would not normally mix with, due to age, culture, interests etc, all walks of life. And then there was you … You kept me here, simple as that.

ps ” don’t you dare tell me that these aren’t your words: ”as if he doesn’t do that already” ” They are NOT my words !!

Thanks for letting me know what you REALLY think … NOW I am going to ‘ Fuck Off ‘ not once and certainly not for all, just my own gratuitous satisfaction.

Elephant

True, I just saw your new comments as I haven’t been online since last time because a relative of mine threatened to rape and kill me just to get back at my mother but no worries since I was never afraid of such cowards and as I trust in the law – and above all in HIS law – the creep is behind bars now and im free to go on with my peaceful life.

You’ve asked me: Do you actually believe that ?

My answer to you: just AS MUCH as you’ve believed your words when you said that you don’t trust me anymore or never have. Or that I play games with your heart or that I’ve turned you into a bloody joke when in reality im the joke and u know that but I don’t wanna lose a friend either way! I want to be fair at all times and treat others the same way and you have to keep in mind that EACH TIME you want to challenge ME, I’m gonna do EXACTLY THE SAME and call your bluff or whatever its called, ACT like I don’t trust and believe in U EITHER and if we EVER discover THE TRUTH, you can come find me and shave my armpits with invisible scissors!!!

ALL CLEAR NOW???????????????????????!!!

OK ok I think we knew the truth before we even met online by accident/fate/whatever. Just glad about it.

You know I’ve never stopped believe in your soul. Why do you want to fuck with mine and drain me inside and make me feel like I was never born?!

You can’t possible love me THAT MUCH?!

”do you want me to tell you the other names I have used ”

No, I want you to keep your mouth shut, let your mind relax MORE and never ever close your heart on life and yourself and me and all the people that share a connection with it.

I have nada to hide either but if you tell me one more time that you can’t trust me, let me tell u this girl, if u don’t trust strangers or relatives or others, 100 times, I don’t trust them 100, 000, 000 times as much

They say the ones who can’t trust others, they really can’t trust themselves either but I know I can trust myself since I’d rather die than ever treat my soul like a piece of garbage!

But sth tells me that I can trust in you as well and that is why I don’t want it to end – ever. And if you ever end it, I will accept it but still carry that love of ours/mine – lost one or found – forever in my memories of self-discovery and cyber adventure and just magical MIRACLE !

They are NOT my words !!

I’m sorry then !! I told you im good at mistakes

”Thanks for letting me know what you REALLY think”

Yes True, and thanks YOU for doing THE OPPOSITE of that !! Next time you wanna fish someone and open a can of worms and play with emotions and risk it all, remember to find ones who can’t tell what is TRUE and what is FALSE in THEIR SOUL – FOR REAL!! You seem to think only with your head to me – or more with it and that it’s not cool because you do wrong to other body parts and im not talking about the one that smells like fish or whatever else is good to eat…

Anyway, just remember this: death is TOO long to EVER feel stress about ANYTHING!

Smart people may feel stress about ALL THAT IS WRONG IN THIS WORLD but they KNOW they can feel secure when it comes to LISTEN to the voice of their SOUL! Soul (all souls into ONE, belongs to the Divine, therefore it can never EVER feel FALSE!

True

Ok firstly are you ok ? I know the constraint’s of talking on the Internet and I don’t want to pry, just remember that regardless of anything that has been said, you will ALWAYS have my support if you need it.

I agree with what you are saying again, apart from a couple of points. I am not challenging you, not on purpose anyway, like you, I will fight back, or at least defend myself if someone comes at me, or if I disagree with something … not to annoy you, or open a can of worms or even to get a reaction, simply because I don’t always think before I act. My emotions just got the better of me, which is what happened the other day. I am not a calculated person, I act on how I feel at THAT time, it’s not changing my mind, it’s just what I believe at that EXACT moment in time.

‘You know I’ve never stopped believe in your soul. Why do you want to fuck with mine’

I DON’T. Trust me when I say that I don’t want to hurt you, EVER. If I really make you feel like that, then I’m sorry, unless of course you have Masochistic tendencies, then revel in it Seriously though, start with a new day, knowing that I DO BELIEVE and TRUST in you, and that won’t change anymore, but please don’t give me a reason to doubt it.

‘OK ok I think we knew the truth before we even met online by accident/fate/whatever. Just glad about it.’

I agree, and I don’t want it to end either

There has been so much said over the last few times, if you need to clarify anything else, ask again and we can re address it.

Ok, too much thinking and not enough feeling … and I want to feel you again. So, no more thinking ! can’t guarantee what will come of it, but anyway
- greenbeanlove
  
  Well I hope the 2 of you have figured things out good luck to you both.
  - Elephant
    
    I was born lucky love and thanx for what you said to True and of course I agree when she said that to chase rainbows is a waste of spirit
    
    Keep your luck because I’ve got plenty because I only believe in 1 Truth and not what some people claim that there is more than 1 There is NOT!
    
    But thank you nonetheless for your wish to True
  - True
    
    Thank you
Mickey o.o

Hello Elephant. Being afraid of mice is a typical elephant-CLICHÉ! Meaning if any tiny guy ‘challenges’ you in the way you described, you gunna crunch it with the whole lotta weight of your giant ass. Very unhealthy and A LITTLE UNFAIR, don`t you think!?

Btw, I agree that trust is a vital virtue. But isn`t it a genuine proof of your inherent and engrained DIStrust FIRST to jump on a midget, squashing it prior to….hhmm…THINKING?? (…in a gossip magazine I’ve read that ele-brains are supposed to be bigger then PEAS. But you know what it`s like with gossip. You never can rely on what you read.) OKAY…alternative: follow your OWN advice and ‘think’ with the other parts you suggested.

Btw: Once I’ve known a wizard mouse, transforming itself into a flying BAT…whereas elephants amusing themselves in a colorful zoo with many giraffes!!!!! So what`s your elementary school calculation: Elephant = big boaster & big chicken toaster; Mickey = speechless dumb ass? FORGIT IT!!!
To put it in a nutshell: depressive epiphany. In your case small scissors won`t do….use a LAWN MOWER!!!!!!!!

YOU LUCKY ONE. I`m just in the cooking mood. Take your recipe and throw ALL souls in one Indian wok (but only with a TRUCK of CURRY over it!!!!!!!!!!!!)…This wok is my BUDDHA!!!!! Makes you stay slim and wise. DON`T look so conceitedly!!….Would share a few bits of the dish – provided that you refresh from time to time your POLITE-ISH skills, i.e. comply with the famous restroom wisdom: FIRST EMPTY THE GUTS, THEN OPEN THE MOUTH, OKAY!!?? If the message is not clear then refresh your ‘browser’, meaning: make MATRIX RELOADED with your BRAIN and re-read it until it`s imprinted somewhere……(….don`t wanna know all embarrassing details of yours!!!!!!!!)

SO LONG!!!!
- Elephant
  
  Hello mouse. I’m neither an american nor an intellectual unlike you Remember that always but yes, im a man with a huge brain and huge balls, again, unlike u
  
  Bye bye now x
  - Mickey o.o
    
    From your last very sincere reply, elephant, I’d drawn the conclusion that you wanted to disconnect with me. You think I`m just an unserious joker-mouse. But I was not joking when I loosened my tongue and laid my heart to your feet. My mind is clear and straight, and therefore I don`t regret a single word I`ve said. And none of these few moments we shared. Despite your sincerity I like you from tip to toe exactly the way you are, you giant critter. Not more and not less. Hope you won`t forget me (

Elephant

@True

Thank you, im fine. I’m not my aunt’s ex-husband, that’s why!

I know how the mind of a coward man works. I had to find out the ugly way, well, ugly for some stranger who dared and came into our house to rob us. I was 13 years old, i woke up from the door that opened thinking it was my younger bro who woke up just to get a glass of water but when I saw a stranger instead, I got into my hands the very first thing I found (thick and wooden) and go after him like I was a giant puma. No fear whatsoever. I saw him run for his life and ever since I know the mind of an abuser. An abuser is a coward. End of story. All you kids outhere must remember this TRUTH and never ever feel fear!

”feel you again”

True, if that’s the case, then u r deffo not the one i thought, because you see, I’ve never stopped – not for a day – feeling, to feel for this person and im feeling that neither did that person and since you say that you ”want to feel me again” – AGAIN – then it means that I’m not the one u were looking for on here either.

But I do want to continue our frienship but not on here anymore. When you do think of another way of communicating and when it comes to opening up and listening our truths of this misunderstanding – most fortunate enough since one cannot have too many friends in this world – altho i’ve only needed one so far and anyway, im waiting for your answer.

True

Hi, I’m glad you’re ok,

When I say ‘ feel you ‘ I mean when speaking to you on a one to one basis, I can actually feel you, but not so much recently, due to the arguing and over thinking. I don’t know what the feeling is you are referring to, whether it is the same or simply that you feel a connection. But there you go again putting doubt back into my mind, seriously, if we could just stay on the same page for one day.

I was so relaxed, positively floating like a bubble and then you had to go and burst it, AGAIN
Now I’m not so chilled. You make me uneasy when you say something like that and I don’t know how to respond.
What is the misunderstanding, what has changed to make you want to stop communicating here ?

What do you suggest ?

Elephant

”I never lied to you”

True, I know that that is the BIGGEST TRUTH you’ve EVER said to me (among with the OTHER truth about NOT having ANY secrets) and THANK YOU for your honesty

”What do you suggest ?

Right, well, since I know that you already know my email – like you’ve claimed to know so the other day – and of course I BELIEVE YOU DO !

Ok, I want you to write to me and so we can communicate better there away from all pps on this public site,ok?

”I was so relaxed, positively floating like a bubble and then you had to go and burst it, AGAIN”

Oh my dear True, plz don’t feel this way about yourself anymore and you know I love you despite of all

I had no idea that to understand english could be so difficult

I got the feeling to do everything right. I can only say that I’m in love and that’s the truth!!

I just don’t got any clue on how to show you that!!

I know that your pics and comments should say me something to me!1

Sometimes I’m not sure that U are!! Please, help me!!!

”You make me uneasy when you say something like that and I don’t know how to respond”

Hhhm…oh, but I always do. You see ”true”, not ALL minds are the same and YOURS is a disturbed one from all the booze, cannabis and crack you’ve killed it with but whenever you decide to STOP hating yourself for all of the shit you made him/her suffer, then I will be here, waiting to HEAR 1 single TRUTH coming out of that masturbated mind and mouth of yours :)

Until then….

KISS MY ASS ! ! !

CLEAR ENOUGH????!!!

p.s. I’m only truthful – unlike you – because I want you closer to me. I hope you understand :)

Oh, and one final suggestion: FIRST LEARN MY LANGUAGE and THEN dare to put my name in your VOMITING MOUTH again!!

But you can’t, you are just TOO stupid

And just so know: I’ve NEVER trusted you EITHER

I can only trust ONE in this world.

Don’t reply. You will bore me.

But I have to agree with you on this one which you wrote as ”Love” on here: I don’t ever want my thirst to be quenched. I don’t ever want to stop thirsting and with this one: ”Hate is opposite side of love. The indifference don’t know these two emotions. I hate people very rarely. If so it doesn’t last long”

I gather that love doesn’t last long as well, yes? Because love means to get attached which in turn brings suffering and broken hearts.

So, I knew never to trust a coward like you but I needed to improve my english

Lastly, U r in common or unfair NO IDEA what is the right word….but you know what’s the right word for you and remember this: karma is a bitch, unlike me!

Good luck to you. I hope one day you’ll get to love the truth and stop being such a fucking chicken shit

True

Wow ! You really know how to win a girls heart !! Your definition of love is really screwed up that’s for sure what do you do for a first date, tie them up and whip them with barbed wire !!! but hey ! as long as it is wrapped up with a cute little smilie face, then that makes it perfectly ok … yeah, if your some sort of psychopath.

What the hell is your problem ?? seriously how exactly did I CHALLENGE you this time to warrant that little tirade of abuse ?

” I had no idea that to understand English could be so difficult ”

Only for you, my English is perfect, you are the one speaking some poor plagiarised version of it IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING, THEN ASK ME, do not blame me for your own stupidity !! CAPICHE

‘ since I know that you already know my email ‘

Again I never said I knew your email … Sorry to credit you with a little bit of intelligence, I will try not to make that mistake again all comments are tied together by email and if I tap on your profile, it tells me you are who you say you are. It does not show your email. So just to clear that one up, I do NOT know your email. ok ?

As regards to the booze and drugs, I’m not even going to dignify that with a response.

Just so you know, your insults don’t really instill a reassuring confidence, Do they ? Let me say this to you, if you continue to treat me with such little respect then why the hell would I want to get to know you better ?! As you do not know me, I will let it slide, one last time, but be rest assured that if it continues, I won’t stick around, so … I hope you realize that YOU risk it all, whatever ALL is.

”Love” on here: I don’t ever want my thirst to be quenched. I don’t ever want to stop thirsting and with this one: ”Hate is opposite side of love. The indifference don’t know these two emotions. I hate people very rarely. If so it doesn’t last long”

Again these are not my words, I told you, that some of the names were very general and have been used again by others … I do not think that hate is the opposite of love, INDIFFERENCE is.

What pics and comments, what do you want help with ??

You tell me to relax, and then you come at me time and time again, How the hell can I relax ? I am not scared, at least not in the way you say I am, I can’t even get past this, let alone any of the other ‘ normal insecurities ‘ . The only thing I’m scared of at the moment is giving you the wrong impression, which, clearly I have.

I HAVE NEVER LIED TO YOU !! about anything !

Read it and let it finally sink into that stubborn head of yours. Nothing has changed, so the only apprehension I have at the moment is not wanting to HURT YOU. It’s the same thing over and over again, when are you actually going to believe ME ? You say that you do, but quite obviously you don’t.

As I said yesterday, that I BELIEVE what you say, I can only conclude that you are completely mad If that is indeed the case then, like I said … you are in love with a character in a book, not even, that would require a description of the person, some sort of insight into their world, you don’t know ANYTHING about me, you don’t even know my name … as it stands, I am just words on a page, nothing more.

Now like I said if YOU want to actually talk or discuss any of the above or anything else instead of just hurling insults let me know.

ps KISS YOUR OWN ASS ….. that is if you can ever get your own head out of it.

Elephant

@ Elephant

I’ll keep you in safety forever protect you
I’ll hide you away from the world you rejected
I’ll hide you
I’ll hide you

I promise you that from now on I won’t let anyone fool you and play with your sensitive heart!

And I keep my promises!

True

It doesn’t matter what I say, it’s what you believe that makes the difference.
- Elephant
  
  Just exactly right but with one tiny but essential difference!
  
  You see True, for me, it’s not what I believe but what I KNOW !
  
  And I know this OBVIOUS truth: in my above statement I don’t know if you’ve noticed it, but I CANNOT seem to find your name up there! !
  
  You know why?! Ha, messy eater?! you think u know what I believe? What do U believe anyway?! You said that you believe in me only to take it back day after day with your OWN CHOSEN confusions! Perhaps you DON’T want to believe, is that it??
  
  Do you?!
  
  Why THE FUCK you had the urge to rush in and justify yourself when my words CLEARLY weren’t for you and I was ”speaking” in general – as usual – since I don’t know you, remember?!
  
  Should I feel suspicious or do you REALLY feel guilty of sth?!
  
  You’ve never answered me btw. Silence speaks volume or am I wrong again??
  
  But anyhow, I’m an optimist by nature and even though you seem to want to bring me down by saying nasty things like that im just words on a ”paper” for you and NOTHING more, I don’t need to continue believing in you anymore or do I?!
  
  There is no room in my world for cynics
  - True
    
    No I don’t feel guilty of anything, but I do feel
    
    you are not words on a page for me, I am for you, please understand what I mean by that.
    - Elephant
      
      Whatever do you mean?
      
      Want me to guess? And guess wrong??
      
      Tell me!
    - True
      
      the same answer as above about doubts
    - Elephant
      
      I’ve never had any doubts silly
      
      I bet you can say the same thing
Ari

You can’t hide forever.
I’ve tried.
x
- Elephant
  
  Try more bitch!!!!!!!!!111

Elephant

”my English is perfect”

yes TRUE but your sense of humour isn’t

”well you deffinately suceeded”

”sorry typo 2c’s”

”if your some sort of psychopath”

True, are you a psycho or not – straight answer plz

”CAPICHE”

That’s ITALIAN btw, stupid

”if I tap on your profile, it tells me you are who you say you are”

So I’m no genius when it comes to computers,,,big fkn deal..and no, im too lazy to click on your head, heck, I didn’t even know it was clickable.

”Your definition of love is really screwed up that’s for sure”

To what definition are you referring to???

”I do NOT know your email. ok ?

Do you want to know it? yes/no??

True

Talk to me, no more fighting or misunderstandings.
- Elephant
  
  Ok, let’s forget about the whole mess and start over
  
  Do you have any more doubts/questions for me. Ask me now. My mind is not tired since I’ve slept for over 12 hours
  - True
    
    I have no doubts about you, just myself. I Believe you. Do you believe me, when I say I have never lied to you ?
    - Elephant
      
      Yes.
      
      Do you believe in youself about believing me as well?
      
      If we continue to feel vulnerable, we will always gonna end up having an antagonistic relationship – as friends – and I was never that kind of a person!!
    - True
      
      I know, and you’re right, I completely agree. I usually deal with each issue as it presents itself, but everything can be worked out if you want to work it out, but please just talk to me and be honest, ok ?
      
      Do you have any more doubts that you want me to go over ?
    - Elephant
      
      Why do you wanna doubt yourself?
      
      Do you know??
    - True
      
      I don’t want to doubt myself, it’s a natural response. I don’t know what impression you have of me, and I am maybe a bit worried that you have the wrong impression, based solely on my words or composition of them.
True

Yes I agree, I have lost my S.O.H and I want to find it again

No I am not a psychopath of any sort

I know

Neither am I

The definition where you show you care by insulting that person

Yes
- Elephant
  
  So, if u want it, what do u suggest? I only want U to know it?
  
  Any ideas??
  - True
    
    That’s just it, I agree and I don’t have the answer
    try and think of something and I will do the same.
    - Elephant
      
      k.
- Elephant
  
  ”The definition where you show you care by insulting that person”
  
  typed it down for me or else i will think of sth else again

Elephant

”No I don’t feel guilty of anything, but I do feel”

That’s a great answer True. I knew I had to come back to you

I only have the impression that neither of us want to hurt themselves first and of course we don’t want to hurt one another for any reason!

I’ve never hurt anyone in my life. I never do to others what I don’t wanna do to myself or have them done to me. When I see others cry, I cry with them – just an effortless natural response of mine and even though I know they’re wolves outthere ready to have a bite of me, their teeth aren’t strong/sharp enough for my spotless skin of mine.

Now, you told me you aren’t single. Does your boyfriend have any trouble with you talking to other men or you haven’t told him nada/?

True

No, no problem with me talking to other men as friends, or having male friends. He trusts me, no reason not too. Not that I would ‘let’ him object to it, in the first place.

‘I only have the impression that neither of us want to hurt themselves first’

You may not believe this one either, but I am not scared of hurting myself, I will put the feelings of others over myself to a certain extent. I am stronger than that or maybe Naive, either way, I won’t not do something out of fear of being hurt.

Elephant

@True

I sense that you’re tired. Look, im gonna create a new twitter account and come back for you.

Wait for me, ok?

Enjoy your weekend – im gonna be in the Netherlands to see a friend I met online.

I trust you to trust me. Hablaremos pronto

True

OK, have a great time
- Elephant
  
  You’ve no idea HOW good and thanx

Elephant

spotless skin , I meant it metaphorically of course

”You may not believe this one either”

and there we go again…why? why ”either” ?? u think if i didn;t believe u, i would still be talking to you when i got so may other pps that need my help where i live?!

plz, hurt yourself as much as u want to but i cannot deal with pain – i hate pain!

We’ll talk on twitter next week better in private. Bye my friend and thanx for your truths

I was called naive one too many times btw but I always took it as a compliment. I sleep at nights in peace, that’s why. Not so sure about if they manage to sleep at all.

Confio en ti, u know that – why you think that when I saw your alias, I trusted in that FIRST as well, silly girly?!

K, got to pack – adios

Ame

an elephant is always ready to travel, s/he carries a trunk all the time
- sun-star
  
  Elephant and true i have a little idea for You :D elephant give her email or true give elephant email please because when i read this “love story” which its very sweet, funny i want sometimes …. ;P;)) i don’t tell You what )
True

‘You may not believe this one either”

relax just a figure of speech.

” i hate pain ”

I can’t promise that I won’t hurt you, but I will promise that I won’t do it intentionally.

you’re welcome and thank you too I’m just glad we’re able to sort it out.

ps I felt you again. I don’t want to be self conscious and have to always edit what I want to say, so don’t take it the wrong way, just take as it’s meant, with love x
sun-star

i have one question to You elephant You was “ellie”(have nick in this forum in past) ??

Vainounette

this page of comments is weird…. I’m off this one.

Ari

Smart move!

Elephant

@ True

I see that there are pps on here who are MOST curious and NOT in the good sense!!

So, I’ve been thinking that I mustn’t just type down my account on such a public site. I have this plan about following my fav heavy metal band and if u still want, you can come and find me/search for me among their followers there since you felt me again and all. I’m sure that you can figure out what kind of a man I am from my pic and alias there!

Now, if that’s TOO troubling for ya, let me know. In any case, see you on the other site

I hope you’ll answer me what you want first and if you’re ok with it.

I haven’t created a new one just yet. I’m too tired to do it now.

I’ll wait for your answer

Goodnight now girl.

True

Hi, hope you had a good weekend

Now I think you are over estimating my brain sounds very complicated. I thought you were going to follow me.
- Elephant
  
  Hello True. The past few days sucked as I was naive enough to think that she thought of me as a friend and nothing more special just like I felt for her and after chatting with someone for over 5 years but anyway 5 years equals 5 hours to me and I was stupid to rush into it and travel all the way to her beautiful country and unfortunately, I had to cut the trip short
  
  I didn’t know that you can feel with your brain – you must be special
  
  ”I thought you were going to follow me”
  
  I’ve asked you already if you have an account and you said nothing because you clearly don’t have one and you know that I’m not True2 or Whatever or whoever else dude you’ve been chatting on here – to know your account – and I don’t know how far back you’ve been doing that and im too lazy to start calculating!
  
  Now, before I get upset again, whatever did you mean by saying that you thought I was going to follow you???
  
  Care to explain it to me??
  - True
    
    ” I didn’t know that you can feel with your brain – you must be special ”
    
    No, not special … I can’t feel with my brain, it’s when I am using my brain, is when I forget how to feel. I can not feel you all the time, I think you have misunderstood what I mean by this. Sometimes when we are talking on a one to one basis I can feel you or something inside me. It’s really hard to explain, especially as it is a completely new feeling for me, it’s something more physical, like an incredible warmth inside my chest, almost as if you have become part of me for a brief moment in time.
    
    I know it sounds strange, but life IS strange, or so I am finding out more and more recently. Usually I am a very grounded person with very realistic views on life. I see things for how they are, good and bad, but I try to always focus on the good in everything. I’m maybe Naive at times but I am certainly not gullible, far from it, which is why I am finding it hard to understand what is happening here.
    
    Yes I have had a connection of sorts with True2, Whatever and yourself over the last few months, only to have it end in misunderstanding and confusion, ( mostly on my part ) I didn’t start it with anyone of you, but I truly believed that all three of you were being genuine, still do, maybe I was too trusting, but I DID feel that connection, ESPECIALLY with yourself and Whatever.
    
    I don’t know whether you believe that everything in life happens for a reason or not … It is something that I haven’t always believed in, preferring to air on the side, that the more surreal elements of life, are nothing more than a series of coincidences, fabricated by our own imagination. That is something that has considerably changed over the last couple of years. Those little coincidences are becoming harder, if not possible, to ignore. However, I don’t know if I am the one who has contrived them or not.
    
    I just don’t know what to think anymore, I find that I am now questioning myself, and I DO NOT have the answers.
    - Tommy67
      
      BLAH BLAH BLAH
      
      ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
    - Whatever
      
      Hey true I don’t want to get in the middle of your conversation. I just wanted to say hello, so you don’t doubt that I am a genuine person . I wasn’t trying to cause you problems with your friend.
    - True
      
      Hey !
      
      I don’t know whether to laugh or cry
      
      I know, and no, I never doubted that you were a genuine person.
      I just don’t know what is real anymore.
      
      I hope you are well
    - Whatever
      
      I’m well!! No tears I’ll take laughter that’s always nice. If I could help you with real honest and true I would do my best . Wink.If you just wanna chat I’m here for a bit.

Elephant

@ True

What the fuck are you still doing on here Venere or ”the secret is out” or Marta, or or or…lol

If you REALLY want to FEEL me one on one, then get your ass on my bird woman!!

Go to @OfficialSabbath asap – I’m one of them followers there and add me!!

Stop with all your girly girl insecurities and be a real woman like all the true friends of mine are!!

Oh no, what what?? Am I wrong again, right??

”Sometimes when we are talking on a one to one basis”

Listen, whoever you are and since you label yourself as a fkn realist : WE’VE NEVER – EVER – TALKED ON A 1 2 1 BASIS, GOT IT?!

I thank my lucky stars and all the angels for that – I tell you this much!

I don’t need pessimists, in fact, I feel sorry for them!

”especially as it is a completely new feeling for me”

Frankly my dear, it isn’t anymore for me

”I am a very grounded person with very realistic views on life”

IF you’re grounded, I’m a free mason just like the idiot with all the disgusting holes on his damaged now body you thought it was me lol and who has sold his soul to the devil for a lil fame and no money! NOT!!

”I try to always focus on the good in everything”

Nah, don’t delude yourself. Your confused mind can focus on what it is itself and only Like you’ve proven to me so many times

”I am finding it hard to understand what is happening here”

Why you need to understand anything at all since your final choice is always gonna be the exact opposite of any truth there is to feel and see??

I feel sorry for you. I truly am.

I don’t know. Perhaps you were molested while still a pure kid and now you can’t allow yourself to escape from all past confusions? It’s not my problem and im glad it will never be and I think I did good not to give you my email as I would have regretted…ALL and by ALL, I only meant my blind trust/faith in your words, in YOU but not anymore, all thanx to you and to ;;I just don’t know what to think anymore;;:0)

”I find that I am now questioning myself, and I DO NOT have the answers”

To what questions?? Oh True,,,true true true…good luck with yourself!

Do me a favor and never chat with me again !

I don’t want or need ”friends” like YOURSELF!

p.s. Go chat with Whatever now. You have my blessings!

You have a nice life now x

True

Don’t feel sorry for me, feel sorry for yourself, you are the one with the issues, that you have this constant need to attack everyone that has a different opinion to you. I am just sorry that I actually wasted my time on you. You are nothing more than an arrogant asshole !! I’ve seen enough and quite frankly you don’t deserve ME, or anyone else for that matter.

and yes, I will have a nice life, just like I have a nice life now !!

ps I don’t need your blessing to talk to anyone, you are neither a man of the cloth nor my father, But I have certainly have had enough of REAL HONEST and TRUE to last a lifetime.

Goodbye
- Elephant
  
  So long FALSE

True

FUCK OFF !!!!!

Elephant

@ Whatever

haha you said *wink* and if my memory serves me right – as always – you must be Venere because only her uses that, oh and *waves*, so, as I’ve guessed it correctly again: True is Whatever and possibly True2. Not to mention Beaty/The Lady/Rita and all of them ”ladies” are in fact 1 sick woman/hacker/stalker but you’re pissed now at me because I saw right through you haha!!

You had to tell me lies and pretend to be someone else just to be liked by me but you see, I would have liked you either way but if ONLY you were TRUE!! True to be YOURSELF!!

Too late now for apologies

And of course I expect you to die soon since you broke my heart into 2 and whoever does that – unfortunately for them – never has a good ending

I would be REAL scarred if I were you! But since you lack all emotions like all the rest of us CAN feel just because we are SANE unlike you, you’ll probably won’t even care that life will destroy you soon enough…

p.s. Continue chatting amongst yourselves now whores, oops, I meant YOURSELF

Good riddance freak !!

True

Still a jerk to the end ! … DON’T WORRY, I have a bit too much self respect and integrity to enter into your world of abusive insults.
The Lady

Hey Sherlock! Don’t put me in the middle of the fight. If you have problems with other resolve it. But I’m limited edition buddy.
Well said True!
- Elephant
  
  Do u marry me?
  
  HA HA ! !
- Elephant
  
  I write good things to you!! YOU write bad 2 ME!! Ya think ya know me??? R you sure you know my life experience??So if u don’t care about me you can go on with such gestures!!! Really!!! who cares what sort of pain do I feel… ! i’s definitely NOT U!! And IF u dont understand my reasons 2 act the way I did before…so bad for you!!!!!!!1
- Elephant
  
  ”I’m limited edition buddy”
  
  Nah, you’re just another whore that managed to break my heart, tricked me and made me fall for her but at least I’m always gonna be a TRUE @ FIRST edition, limited or not !
  
  Fuck you and your FAKE friend !!
- Elephant
  
  Fuck you!
  And fuck her too!
True

Do you still feel like this ?
- Elephant
  
  Go to hell.
  - Ari
    
    I do hope you stay and chat with your friend. You have a sort of charm about you, albeit in a head spinning, green vomit, Exorcist kind of a way.
    
    x
    - Elephant
      
      albeit ?
      
      geriatric much?!
      
      I thought you were 23 like me or younger, like a baby ghost or sth but since you write like a dead person, me can not tell if you’re actually alive or just pretending…
      
      look, shes not my friend and shes not one because I feel inside me that she never did trusted me and if she tries to communicate one more lie with me, I’m gonna curse her for life and my curses work like a charm
      
      Did I say curse? I meant PUT a CURSE on HER ! !!
    - True
      
      I never lied !!!!!
    - Elephant
      
      GO. TO. HELL ! ! !
  - True
    
    I am really sorry that you still feel this way. I had hoped that with time you would have calmed down and re read the comments and realised that your latter thinking was wrong. Maybe once you get past the bitterness and resentment you will some day see that. Good luck with finding whatever it is that makes you truly Happy, and I mean this with all sincerity.
    
    Goodbye x
    - Elephant
      
      WHO ARE YOU BITCH ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
    - True
      
      I am not any of the people you listed above.
      
      Do you want me to list the names I have used, will this help you find the truth ?

http://www.facebook.com/people/Maria-Vlasceanu/100000835771930 Maria Vlasceanu

Love it! Great picture! The cross as the only light into the deepest darkness, very comforting…

Jack

Dear Boss,

I keep on hearing the police have caught me but they wont fix me just yet. I have laughed when they look so clever and talk about being on the right track. That joke about Leather Apron gave me real fits. I am down on whores and I shant quit ripping them till I do get buckled. Grand work the last job was. I gave the lady no time to squeal. How can they catch me now. I love my work and want to start again. You will soon hear of me with my funny little games. I saved some of the proper red stuff in a ginger beer bottle over the last job to write with but it went thick like glue and I cant use it. Red ink is fit enough I hope ha. ha. The next job I do I shall clip the ladys ears off and send to the police officers just for jolly wouldn’t you. Keep this letter back till I do a bit more work, then give it out straight. My knife’s so nice and sharp I want to get to work right away if I get a chance. Good Luck.

Yours truly
Jack the Ripper
Dont mind me giving the trade name
PS Wasnt good enough to post this before I got all the red ink off my hands curse it No luck yet. They say I’m a doctor now. ha ha

True

This twisted sick person is not me either
- Elephant
  
  That’s just too bad
  
  You had a chance me there liking you afterall haha !!

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