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the road to somewhere

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EGNEVER

Let the killing begin
Let the end your life of sin
Feel the torment within
As the beauty of death sets in
- 6666
  
  Counting the days, the sleepless nights
  Wide awake in a state of lunacy
  Voices echo inside my head
  Haunting memories, punishing me
  Through a tunnel of madness
  These endless catacombs
  Left to die in a pit of confusion
  Swept away by a wave of illusion
AlienHere

there is no such thing as ‘perfection’ of beauty…
what’s with this shallow obsession over looks?
NANANANA

careful what you wish for
KatLaughs@Pinnochio&Sasquatch

I’m so sick of hearing this crazy woman rant about how
superior she is to everyone FOR MONTHS now…
now I get to SHARE the awful experience with others!! )
isn’t she ‘lovely’ ?…bwahahahaha……
thanks J for the assistance, and good luck with your
filming!!!!!!! I’m sure you’ll be great!!!
- CameronHatesRATSSSS
  
  YOU DO NOT DESERVE HER!
  - KatLaughs@Pinnochio&YETI
    
    I KNOW!! HAHAHA….SHE’S MY EWWWY CHEWWY I SIC ON MY ENEMIES!!!! NANANANANAAAAAAA
    - JaredLovesJessica
      
      You want me to be jealous?
      - JaredLovesJessica
        
        how sweet…
      - KatLaughs@YETISQUATCH
        
        I have UNSHAKEABLE FAITH that WHOEVER is with Ms. Murder/Stalker/Hacker/CyberBully/NPD on STeroids after I warned them about her!!! FULLY DESERVES HER…YES
      - JaredLovesJessica
        
        JaredLovesJessica
Elephant

@ Ari

I’m so sorry girl. I was such a big hurry last night, that I forgot to see if you’ve answered me and now I want to say to you that, even if I won’t be around on Christmas time as I’m getting ready for my brother’s wedding and have to make lots and lots of arrangements for him and his bride, we can still chat before that time for a while if you want to, ok?

Love yourself now x

@ True

You weren’t oblidged to answer me my dear friend my thank you for all of your honesty. Once again, you’ve proved me right, for now I’m 100% certain of the person you truly are, if not more and I want to thank you as well for being such a loyal friend of mine and of course I also want for all the persons you’ve mentioned to come back here, online, and share with all of us their spirit as well.

Talk soon with you too x
- True
  
  Hi, if you’re about and want to chat, I’m here. If not, I’ll catch you another time.
Ayrton

Un mondo di cazzate.. ma piantala , ma piantatele deficienti…
Policesiren

Now it’s personal. Jared…
WHOISKAYCHEATER

” ” eath. IT SO FUNNY!
WOISKATCHEATER

” ” eath. IT SO FUNNY!
KatHatesJared===RAT

WHO IS KAT?
Cameron

YOU’RE LOOSER! JARED.
GET OUT! U & YOUR SCARFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CaneronThinksYourPSYCHO!

Your SUFFERING.
Its me? Jared.
CameronKnowsYour pathetic!

RATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
CameronLovesJessica

Do I?
CameronLovesJessica

Cameron is Your TRUE LOVE!
BUT SHE DUMPED YOU!
Eatmeat

Moron.
Camerons’cool

C’mon Jared!
”Cat, blah” “Cat blah” WHois that?
Eatmeat

My cat?
- CatLovesFish
  
  MEW MEW
  - Cat
    
    and my antique furniture.
    - Cat
      
      I don’t have a cat.
IMHERE

HAHAHAHAHHA!
WORK

C’mn JARED!
KAT? NO KATS?
MEW

LOSER
MEW

You want me to be jealous?
MEW

You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?

You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?

You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?

You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?

You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
You want me to be jealous?
CAMERON

ME?
Seyinhell

I want to kill myself now.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Soon…
JaredLovesJessica

Jared loves Jessica….
JaredLovesJessica

JaredLovesJessica
WhatisNPD

Steroids? You mean my boyfriend?
- Narcissistic
  
  Strong arms – Big dick. Right?
  - Rat
    
    Good luck! with your HAND! Jared.
  - Narcissistic
    
    Oh,yeah…
Elephant

”as long as you treated me with honesty and respect, because if you don’t, then I don’t care who you are, whether you are my guardian angel, or God himself, I wouldn’t want to know”

Oh my, I’m such in a big hurry these days, that I don’t take the proper time to read and now I’ve read your words more carefully and I have to say this to you: you really shouldn’t have said such words. You DO know that God is The Truth Himself, don’t you now?!

If THAT wasn’t the most selfish and arrogant and idiotic example of them ALL, then I don’t know what is!!

But OF COURSE I agree with the part where you mention that a person MUST be honest and respectul towards all and in all times, or else they’ll get what they deserve in the end – by their OWN selves, if anything.

I’ve also noticed that you told Ari that you can’t be hurt by her because you don’t know her and therefore don’t really care about her and then I remembered that you also told me that you don’t know me but trying to…

Am I the only one that DOES know you afterall…hhmm….?

In addition, you’ve never told me that you love me back.

‘You love me too.”

”are you asking, telling or reassuring ?”

Yeah, thanx for that as well.

Anyway, I will be busy with my brother’s wedding, I won’t be online for a month and more. So, take your time to answer me and when the wedding is over, I might come back afterwards….or maybe I get lucky and don’t.
- True
  
  What do you want from me ?? why do you keep doing this.
  
  WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF ??
- True
  
  Is love conditional, do you only love someone if they love you back ??
  - Elephant
    
    It’s not that I don’t love you but I do love God way more and after what you said, I don’t even want to know you anymore. You obviously don’t love God and therefore I don’t give a damn that you love me.
    
    I’m not scared of anything in this life apart from stupid and full of pride atheists like yourself!!
    - True
      
      Is this the truth or are you trying to make me stronger, or are you the one with the insecurities,
      or what about sensing the real me,
      
      What do you feel right now, at this exact moment ?
      - Elephant
        
        ”as long as you treated me with honesty and respect, because if you don’t, then I don’t care who you are, whether you are my guardian angel, or God himself, I wouldn’t want to know”
        
        Are these your words or are they not?!
      - True
        
        yes of course they are my words, what do you expect me to do, just repeated take crap from people and not question it or object to it ?
      - Elephant
        
        I can tolerate all kinds of people and I mean ALL and I can even forgive my traitors and the ones who have revealed my most personal dark secrets to the whole world but I could NEVER tolerate an atheist because atheists make me SAD and I choose to be happy forever!
        
        So get away from me you misery!!!
      - True
        
        Go and read one of my eariler posts, and you will see exactly where I stand on God.
        
        and while you are at that maybe you should readdress what YOUR belief of God IS
True

Please don’t do this again
True

What is it you love about me ??

Is it just how I make YOU feel, or do you actually care about ANYTHING that I actually say or feel, my opinions, beliefs, ideals ??

IS LOVE CONDITIONAL ONLY IF I THINK THE SAME AS YOU ?
Elephant

what earlier posts??
- True
  
  I can’t remember where it is, True2 ASKED me the same question.
  
  What do you want from me ?
  - Elephant
    
    I want you to forget me and I’ll do the same.
    
    There is no point in all of this hell im going through with you.
    - True
      
      Why ?
      
      what hell am I causing you ? can you please answer my questions
      
      What is this really about ??
      - Elephant
        
        Oh so you feel happy yourself and about the whole situation and with all that’s going on…I see.
        
        GOOD TO KNOW !!
      - True
        
        I was until you left your reply,
        
        Answer me, what is this about ?
  - Elephant
    
    Oh so YOURSELF = True2 asked you this, really now?!
    - True
      
      You still think I’m True2 ?
      - Elephant
        
        Well, since I’m not and you claim you’re not either, then who IS True2?!
      - True
        
        I don’t know !!
True

What is this really about ? It’s not because of something that you may or not believe.
- Elephant
  
  Think again.
  
  Forget it, ok? People like you who deny God with such arrogant examples, don’t deserve to be happy.
  - True
    
    Do you usually dismiss people so easily on assumptions ?
    - Elephant
      
      all.the.time.
      - True
        
        So this is what you really want ?
True

IS LOVE CONDITIONAL IF ONLY SEEN THROUGH YOUR EYES ?
True

What do you want from me, this is not normal, If you have an issue with something TELL ME don’t keep making assumptions.

YOU DO NOT KNOW ME or my thinking behind what I say, stop taking everything so literally
- Elephant
  
  Why do you always think that I actually want anything/something from you?
  
  I see that YOU DO NOT KNOW ME either !!
  
  Therefore = ? ? ?
  - True
    
    If you don’t answer me I accept that, I accept you for all your faults, for what you do say and what you don’t.
    
    We are very similar, from what I can see, both good and bad traits.
    
    but unless you talk to me I can not dispel any misconceptions.
    
    What do you want ?
    
    Do you want to end this ?
    
    YES or NO ?
    - True
      
      But it’s those differences that cause the problems. Instead of finding fault, find understanding
Elephant

What does faceless mean?

People call me that all the time.

I know the definition but I don’t agree with it.

Is it a good or a bad thing?
- True
  
  do you know how frustrating you are ?? or are you just oblivious to yourself
  
  In what context ?
  
  answer me my questions, and then you might get my thoughts, but as it stands, you carry on with whatever this is, and you won’t get me, my thoughts and you sure as hell won’t get my heart !
  - Elephant
    
    ”In what context ?”
    
    what does this mean?
    
    Just because I choose to present myself as cold and hide my feelings, it doesn’t meant that I don’t have. It means that people aren’t strong enough to handle my powerful emotions and I believe it is better that way since nobody is that lucky to ever own my pure heart but me!
    - True
      
      I KNOW !!
      
      here’s a theory for you, have you ever tried to let someone else into that mind of yours, let them actually try and see the REAL you ?
      
      ONLY then can you actually make that uninformed opinion of what people can and can not handle.
      
      how will you ever Truly know unless you TRY ?
      - Elephant
        
        Yes. YOU!
      - True
        
        and how’s that working out for you ?
        
        Have I confirmed or dismissed that theory ?
    - True
      
      In what context do people say you are faceless ?
      - Elephant
        
        They say that when they ”think” that I’m too fragile and that I ”want” to protect myself by acting that I made of steel and they ”think” that I’m as soft as a cotton but I only pretend to be ”faceless” because I want noone to ever know my heart in case..I don’t know why he/she/they said that to me but I didn’t react and told nobody but you right now.
      - True
        
        Not sure, I’ve never heard that expression before. From what you are saying, it could be taken in two ways, one that your face doesn’t show reaction or emotion.
        
        or maybe
        
        dead pan face, or poker face as not to give away your true feelings ?
        
        Does that fit ?
True

I can not keep doing this, you are tearing me apart, and then putting me together just to tear me apart again.

Is this what you want ??

Tell me now, because if I go, I PROMISE YOU, I WILL NOT COME BACK NEXT TIME. I can’t

Do you want to stop this, and tell what it’s really about, or do you want me to go ??
- Elephant
  
  Your choice.
  - True
    
    It’s not my choice, you are the one will the issues
    - Elephant
      
      right…
True

Do you want to answer my questions now ?

I’ll even keep it real simple and you can answer yes or no, or would you find that too much of a committal ?
- Elephant
  
  Your questions are never simple but that’s a good thing I think.
  
  What question of yours needs to be answered firstly??
  - True
    
    Do you want to put an end to this ?
    - Elephant
      
      Define ”this”
      - True
        
        Our incessant need to cause each other absolute misery and destruction, intermingled with the occasional day of happiness and security
      - Elephant
        
        Our or YOURS…?
        
        Are you sure that you don’t cause this chaos all by your OWN deliberate act??
      - True
        
        Not a chance, without a shadow of a doubt, the last couple of times were all you
Elephant

You’ve proved that you are far more stronger than I am – imagine that !!

I could never thought a woman would ever be stronger than a man – thought never crossed my mind…

I’m not a poker face or a deadpan one for sure.

They say that my body language states sth else entirely different to that one of the expression or ”lack” thereof on my face.

Anyway, enough of him/her/them.

Let us focus on our friendship now, ok?

Oh, and thanx a lot for NOT congratulate me on my bro’s wedding to be.

Some friend…

I would have been happy about your own happiness – that’s for sure.
- True
  
  Are you sure you are a man ? you have more mood swings than liberace on hrt
  
  yes micro expressions and body language are a great give away to peoples true emotions.
  
  Something unfortunately neither of us can reply on with each other
  
  I don’t know your brother, to congratulate him on his wedding, do I ? but I am happy for you if you are happy for him.
  
  Stop attacking/misjudging me.
  
  can you answer my questions please
  - Elephant
    
    Never make fun of oversensitive souls like mine, got it?!
    
    I didn’t CHOOSE to be that fragile. I know it looks stupid to some women, but to YOU, I know you can FEEL me because you are even MORE fragile than I am, right?
    
    And that can be hard to handle from that far but I can assure you that it tastes like Heaven once close(r)!
    
    Yes, ain’t that a misery…
    
    I know that you don’t him. Hey, I don’t know him that well either but anyway, forget it. Thanx anyway for your wishes. I will remember your words on that happy day
    
    I’m not. I’m just being real. Won’t me to stop? Sorry, I can’t.
    
    What is it that you need/want from me ?
    
    Do you know yet ?
    - True
      
      I’ll answer your questions when you answer mine.
      
      Do you want to stop this ?
      
      YES or NO
      - Elephant
        
        I only know that I don’t want to lose that heart of yours. That is all.
      - True
        
        Even if all my beliefs and Ideals oppose to your thinking, does it really make a difference to how you feel about me ?
      - Elephant
        
        It’s not about my thinking.
      - True
        
        ok your thinking or beliefs ?
      - True
        
        work your way back up ^
    - True
      
      Was your earlier reply really about where I stand on God ?
      - True
        
        just yes or no ?
      - Elephant
        
        yes.
Elephant

”the last couple”

yes, but what about the previous 1,677,577 times that were all yours ?

joke

we’ve only just ”met”

Do you take back your statement about God?

yes or no?
- True
  
  My questions first
  
  Just answer a simple YES or NO please
  
  Was your earlier reply really about where I stand on God ?
  - Elephant
    
    I’ve just seen yours!! I had to go eat!
    - True
      
      yes ditto.
      
      can you answer the next question here so we are not back and forth
    - True
      
      So if all my beliefs opinions and ideals oppose to your ideals, opinions and beliefs, would that make a difference to how you feel about me ?
  - Elephant
    
    YES!
Elephant

”So if all my beliefs opinions and ideals oppose to your ideals, opinions and beliefs, would that make a difference to how you feel about me ?”

No. Of course not.

Is just that I would be miserable next to you and that’s not an option!

I would be miserable because, even though I would love you still, our friendship couldn’t last forever because it would not being blessed from Above!

I don’t know if you believe in such kind of blessings but I know for a fact that are real and whoever denies this truth, will never get to experience the miracles im experiencing daily and whatever I ask, it is simply given to me and without even expecting for it!

I don’t mind about all the other opinions of yours but whoever denies God = lives/chooses sin and to sin and theerfore chooses their own SUICIDE=eternal self-hatred and self-imposed misery!

I see such people and my heart breaks for them. It breaks, not because I hate to see them suffering all due their OWN free will BUT what makes me even sadder is the fact that God cries for all – even though they deny HIM!

I mean, it makes me sad to feel God crying and being denied MORE than ANYTHING in this world!

For God is TRUE and you and I are nothing but sinners.

Well, I hate being a sinner and so, I will deny whoever ELSE is!

I don’t know if you understand my kind of english. I know that in my language I would have ”sounded” more of a faithful one.

What ARE your beliefs anyway?

I’m confused.
- True
  
  Ok,there you go, why could you not have just asked that in the first place, instead of misjudging or dismissing me.
  
  That worries me a bit, not in the way that you think but the fact that would would so easily dismiss me or anyone else from the outset because their beliefs differ from yours.
  
  Then we now have a genuine problem, not in the way you think, but with other issues. Mostly it is a problem that you would not want to know anyone that thinks in a different way to you, and can throw it away without a second thought
  - Elephant
    
    ”that thinks”
    
    there ya go again…
    
    I have to go now.
    - True
      
      bye
Elephant

What is it that you need/want from me ?

Do you know yet ?

Answer me ?

I meant, it’s not about my thinking = I don’t just think that God is real. I know it for a fact.

If you can’t feel this truth, then I assure you that I can take back my love for you in an instant.
- True
  
  then take it back
  - True
    
    because I don’t want it if it’s conditional. Because then it’s not real.
    
    Bye
    - Elephant
      
      If you are indeed an atheist, then YOU aren’t real as well !
      
      So, bye to you too!
    - Elephant
      
      If wanting to save an atheist’s soul isn’t the greatest love of all, then I don’t know what is.
      
      I don’t need a conditioner. My soul is not as hard as yours and I’m already saved just because my soul has seen the light
      
      Change your name. It’s an insult towards your fake and blind soul.
      
      And you should have picked = the road to NOwhere for souls like yours, will end up THERE !
      
      BYE!!
      AND YOUR HEART IS A SHITTY ONE!!!!
      - KatLaughs@YETISQUATCH
        
        I DESPISE BIBLE PUSHING WEIRDOS LIKE YOU AND I DO BELIEVE IN GOD!!!
        YOUR HEART IS MOST LIKELY THE SHITTIEST ONE HERE !!!
      - Mariposa
        
        Revelation 20:11-15
        
        Then I saw a great white throne and him who was seated on it. From his presence earth and sky fled away, and no place was found for them. And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened. Then another book was opened, which is the book of life. And the dead were judged by what was written in the books, according to what they had done. And the sea gave up the dead who were in it, Death and Hades gave up the dead who were in them, and they were judged, each one of them, according to what they had done. Then Death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. This is the second death, the lake of fire. And if anyone’s name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire.
        
        That’s Bible! The elephant man has clearly no idea of what hell is because hell is in fact a place and not a disappearing black hole!
    - KatLaughs@YETISQUATCH
      
      if you really love this person you’d take this conversation to private fecking moron, head-
      gamer!!!
      - YesImTirdfWaitin4myPrinCharmin
        
        What is my favorite color?
      - Mariposa
        
        Green.
      - NOOOO!!!!!!!!!
        
        TRY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!1
      - Mariposa
        
        Yes it is.
      - Stillis
        
        Purple.
      - Mariposa
        
        God’s love is far better and greater than a human’s imperfect love.
Elephant

Whenever you feel like it, would you be so kind so as to answer me this too:

How come you’ve chosen THIS particular thread or whatever. I’m referring to the title ”road to SOMEwhere”

…

”God gave me everything I want
Come on
I’ll give it all to you
God gave me everything I want
Come on
I’ll give it all to you”
….

Everyday is exactly the same…
- Mariposa
  
  no day is exactly the same like yesterday or tomorrow
  no man is exactly the same with another
  depressed much?
  
  then change what causes that! It’s that simple!
  - Blackbeetle
    
    Your day.
    - Mariposa
      
      Want me to describe it to you?
      - Try
        
        Yes!
      - Mariposa
        
        well, if only i was a stable kinda of bug, then my days and nights would have remained the same like yours, or?
        
        I sleep when everyone else is awake and go to bed by the time everyone else gets up to go play violent games with their bosses.
        
        I’m so glad I never had a boss – thus far. Want me to continue?
      - Boss
        
        Hmmm Funny!
        Workers,bosses.
        “Labour”
        “The System.”
        
        …So who is Emma?
      - Mariposa
        
        big brother-boss is tracking you ?
- Mewmewmewmewm
  
  My “cat” wakes me up at 7 :00 a.m.
  
  I love “him” )))))))))))))))))))))))))))
  - So
    
    I don’t have a cat…
….

You can’t see your future.
But I had a vision…
- Mariposa
  
  “There are these things flying around my bed, and these things crawling on the floor.”
  
  “There’s black-winged things and they’re flying around my bed…
  
  “There’s angels all around the room. Because of Jesus.” And that was it. He turned and looked away. If you knew my dad – it was the furthest thing from him.’
Bug

Butterfly…
- Mariposa
  
  you called?
  - BUTTERFLY
    
    So what?
    You know I hate BUTTER-FLYS!
    - Mariposa
      
      you should try OLIVE – flies then
      
      heh.
      - Mariposa
        
        olive-oil – flies
        
        heh
LearnRussian

“GAD” = bastard.
- Skunk
  
  Гад!
  - Onion
    
    ”look”- onion
    I hate onions!
    - Skunk
      
      calibre – calibre!
Mariposa

I don’t know who stillis is but jessica’s/natalie’s fav color is green just cuz she claims she loves it so much heh
- Mariposa
  
  green stands for money heh
  - Perfect!
    
    Green eyes – Green $.
    - Mariposa
      
      My eyes are yellow.
      - Hihihihi
        
        Or gold.
      - Mariposa
        
        heh
        
        much more like golden or the color of honey.
        
        ;;;;Goldeneye not lace or leather
        Golden chains take him to the spot
        goldeneye I’ll show him forever
        it’ll take forever to see
        what I’ve got….
      - HEH
        
        You’re a singer?
      - Mariposa
        
        heh
    - Mariposa
      
      I meant amber. The true color of my eyes is amber.
    - Hazell
      
      Hazel eyes reflect colors around them
Dummy

Hazel eyes are due to a combination of Rayleigh scattering and a moderate amount of melanin in the iris’ anterior border layer. Hazel eyes often appear to shift in color from a brown to a green. Although hazel mostly consists of brown and green, the dominant color in the eye can either be brown/gold or green. This is how many people mistake “”"hazel eyes to be AMBER”!!! and vice versa. This can sometimes produce a multicolored iris, i.e., an eye that is light brown/amber near the pupil and charcoal or dark green on the outer part of the iris (or vice versa) when observed in sunlight.
- Dummy
  
  I’m SO SMATR!
  - Mariposa
    
    heh
    - HEH
      
      HEH

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